Roses Diary [S.M]

Moment of truth

You know what? Here's another chapter.

This is my way of making your days at home a bit better. Well, I hope I can make it a little better!

All the love, M.
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"Come in babe." Anna opens the door to my old apartment further. Well, it is still my apartment but I do not live here anymore. You get the point. "What happened?." She stares at me with eyes full of concern.

I shrugs my shoulders as I place Lou on the ground. She apparently still knows the way and immediately runs through the hallway to the living room.

I called Anna after I stormed out of Shawn his car. The last thing I wanted to do was to be there when he got back with all his buddies. I am too emotional and hurt and I would probably have exploded if one of them had said something to me. So, instead of we are staying at my place, we are going to have a sleep over at Anna's apartment.

Like the best friend she is, she didn't even asked why, when I said that she had to stay where she was and that I was coming to her. She texted me when Brian was picked up by Shawn. That was for me the clue to get into my car and go to their place.

"Shawn and I got in a fight. I do not want to see or talk to him right now." I simply explain. I know that she will want to know every single detail but I would rather not talk about it when I am standing in a hallway. I know that once I give her a bit of information, she would demand answers and we would be standing in this damn hallway for hours.

If I am going to pour my heart out, I would rather do it in the company of a chocolate bar. Or Gin, whatever comes first.

"Tea or vodka?." Anna says as I walk with my overnight bag in my hand, away to the second door on the right and open it. It is strange to see that my old bedroom is completely Anna proof now. The only thing that she has kept, are my old nightstands.

"Tea for now." I drop my bag on the bed and continue my way to the living room.

I find Lou, laying on the rug with one of the toys I left behind for her here. She looks up and her tail wiggles as she sees me.

I crunch down in front of her and scratches her behind her ear. "At least you still love me." I pick her up and hold her closely against my chest. I think she feels that I need some support because she willingly stays with me, once I sit down and give her some freedom to roam if she wants to.

"Here you go." Anna place two cups of tea, along with a chocolate bar on the coffee table and sits down next to me. She knows me so well. "Okay, tell me. What happened? I sensed that something was off earlier."

"Yeah, well he was mad about the shoot that I did with Mathew."

"But that is just work, right? It is not like you were grinding on some random dude in a club or something."

Great minds think alike. I knew it.

"Right?? That is what I said to him but he was like, the shoot looked like a Playboy shoot. You really should think about what people will respond to it. That whatever I do, also affects his career."

"Really? He said that?." She asked shocked. Girl, if you think that is shocking, lets hear what you think of this.

"Yeah but that was not even wat fucked me up. He literally said that I looked like a cheap whore."

"WHAT?!." She screams so loudly, that Lou jumps up a few inches in response. "Are you fucking kidding me?."

"Well, he didn't say; whore. I dared him to call me one but I think was also shocked that he was about to call me that."