Roses Diary [S.M]

I will always come for you

Hi babes,

As you probably noticed, life has been hectic this week! I am so ready for Christmas and to just chill! What about you guys? Have had some buzzy das as well?

However, here's a new chapter! Enjoy!❤️

Xoxo, M.

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"How did it happened that they asked you to be the host for the VMA's?." Shawn asks as I am laying in between his legs, in our pjs. Well, I am wearing my pjs, Shawn is wearing his blue greenish fluffy robe, on a Sunbed while overlooking the ocean.

It's the third day of us being here in the beach bungalow and Shawn and I have fallen in a comfortable rhythm of life. Eat, sleep, sex and talking... lots of talking. We had a lot to talk about after being absent from each others life for almost two years.

We have been completely disconnected from the world until Shawn got a call from Andrew saying that his fans started to get suspiciously about his whereabouts since he hasn't been online in a couple of days. And for Shawn to not post anything for so long. Yeah, that's odd. Andrew also said that probably wouldn't talk long before people will start putting the pieces together about us and that it is a good idea for him to come back to LA tonight. So yeah, that kind of sucks.

"I don't even know to be honest."- the VMA's  just happened. "Scott got a call from the production and they asked if I wanted to have a meeting with the about presenting the show. I am kind of shitting my pants on the thought of me on stage talking to so many people." When they asked, I was over the moon but now that the thrill has gone and the reality has kicked in, I realized to what I have said yes.

"Why? You will do amazing."

I look over my shoulder to him. "You think so?. What if I cannot do it?." It's not like the show is tomorrow and I don't have any more time to prepare myself for what is coming but still, before you know it, it's the 25th of November. That is only a month away.

"Are you crazy? Of course you can. You can do anything you put your mind to. Look at your channel. You build a huge platform just by yourself."

"I have had help, you know." I mean, like I said without Scott and Susie I wouldn't be anywhere close to where I am now. And I would die with Jace, my editor. I am not the only one who keeps this machine going.

"I know but the creative ideas and all, that is all you."- he grabs a hold on my jaw and brings my face to him, and gently peck my lips. "No, but I am serious baby."- he whispers against my lips. "You can do anything. I believe in you."

"You are too good to me." I mumble as I rest my head against his chest and stare back up at him.

"Just pointing out the facts."- I cannot help but to return his smile. It's the Shawn Mendes effect as I call it. His smile is contagious. "And I will be there, watching you and supporting you from the crowd."

"You will be there?." That I didn't know. If I would have given it a thought, I could have known that he was invited and will probably be nominated for his album.

"I wasn't sure at first but now I know that you are going to be there and are going to present the whole show, I will be damned if I am going to let the opportunity pass by to stare at you all evening."

"You don't need an award show to look at me." I mean, he has been staring at my face for the past 2,5 days.

"I know but I like watching my girl doing her thing."- his girl? The butterflies are fluttering through my stomach. "It's really hot. I watch the video of your fan meet and greet day over and over."