Roses Diary [S.M]

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What is it what people say? Chose a job you love and you never have to work a day in your life or something? Well, whoever said that, is a fucking liar. Even though, I am so blessed to be able to do what I do for a living, I am not going to pretend that everything is amazing because today it is simply not.

I have moments I do not like my job either, you know. Just like everyone else on this planet. And no, I am not complaining but you guys do have to admit that being stuck in a meeting for over 2 hours, especially when you are not feeling well, just sucks. Scott has been going on and on about different things and business opportunities but too be honest, right now, I couldn't care less. I just cannot focus on what he is saying. After spending some amazing days with my family, Ali and her small little family, it was time for Shawn and I to leave again and to get back to work.

So, after a 14 hour plane flight, as soon as we landed at LAX, our ways immediately separated. Shawn had a meeting and so did I. I was already dreading going back to work and leave everyone behind once again but when I woke up this morning, with a headache and a nauseous feeling, I wished that I could have stayed in bed and give tomorrow another chance but unfortunately, work called so, here we are. Nauseous, dying on the inside but I am here.

"I have so many requests for interviews for you and Shawn together. Everyone wants you guys in front of their camera."

"Yea, I heard." Andrew called Shawn right before we took off in Holland about the messages he was over flooded with. His inbox was 'exploding'. I know what Andrew's email looks like, when he calls it a 'quite' day so, I do not even want to know the amount of emails he get when he finds it a lot.

"Did you talked to Shawn about it?."

"Not really." I think that we do not have discuss this matter. Why do they want an interview with us together? Okay, I get the why part but it is not beneficial for either of us. And then again, the last time I checked, the two of us are in a relationship. Not us plus the whole world. The people that know what is going on in our lives, are the people we choose and if you are not in that circle... yeah, not my responsibility.

"I figured that you would not be up for it but I do saw an interesting email as I was browsing through my mailbox."

"And that was?." Scott and I are normally quite on the same level of what we think is an interesting business opportunity and what is not.

He picks up his Macbook and turns the screen to me so that I can see what he is talking about. "Vogue?!." Holy shit... "The American Vogue wants us on the cover?." Did you ever guessed that me, a simple girl from a small city in the Netherlands, would have ever been asked for the fucking cover for Vogue. This is unbelievable.

"Yes, they want the two of you on the January cover."

"This is insane..." I just cannot believe it.

"It includes a photoshoot and an interview with the both of you." Of course they want an interview... I do not know how Shawn thinks of it but if we are going to do an interview then at least for Vogue and yes, I know that I said something different 2 seconds ago but come on, Vogue... how am I suppose to say no to Vogue?

"I will see Shawn tonight. I will discuss it with him." Just before I get all excited, I have to talk to Shawn about it. They want the both of us, not only just me. "Anything else?."

"Yes. Helena and I went out for dinner last night..."- I knew it! I fucking knew that he was fancying my publicist. "And we were discussing... what is with that look?."

"What look?." I say with the biggest smirk on my face.

"The look you have on your face."

"I do not know what you are talking about... so, you and Helena were discussing...?."