i'm due next week. i'm going to have a baby. hero has finally done up the baby's room and it looks stunning and i'm so happy with it, hero is proud of his work.
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hero_ft; done..
on the other side of the room is a chair that i can sit in while i'm feeding him, which was thoughtful of hero. we haven't thought of a name for him and i hope we find a name that we like soon because i don't want to leave it too late - i don't like any names, i think i have to wait until i actually give birth to him until we can name him. hero went to see his mom and then we're going to see my mom and george later, i went with hero other day to go and see his mom and that was fun. if i think about it, i'm gonna be surrounded by friends and family once i give birth and i can't wait.
right now, i'm eating lemons and watching suits. i'm nearly finished all of the episodes - i guess this is what pregnancy has done to me. i'm so bored and i don't know what to do with my time, i've been sleeping so much lately and i'm so bored. the other day, i ordered hero some boots because he wanted some and because i've been so bored i decided to get them for him and surprise him and i got him and the baby matching shoes. i got them both white airforces but the babies shoes are soft bottom shoes and i'll have to wait a few weeks until he can wear them, hero needed some new airforces anyway because his are worn. he never orders stuff when he needs it and it annoys me because he says it's fine but it really isn't but it's okay because i'll order them for him.
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i just woke up from a 5 hour nap, it's 10pm and hero is in the living room. i drag myself out of bed and waddle to the living room. "hi" i say, dropping onto the sofa hero leans over and kisses my cheek. "when did you get home" i ask him "two or three hours ago" "why didn't you wake me up?" "because you need to sleep" hero leans over and rests his hand on my stomach. "how's martha?" "she's good, she brought the baby some clothes" that's nice of her. i rub my eyes and yawn "have you eaten?" he asks me i shake my head "you?" "yeah i ate at earlier mom made lasagne" "i'm craving pizza" i say, resting my hand on my stomach as my baby boy kicks me and makes me feel like i'm about to give birth to him. "should i go and get it for you?" hero asks, kissing my neck. i look at him and smile, i want him to go and get it for me but i feel so bad for asking him. "i'll order it" "it's fine baby, come with me" he says - we're in the car now and by the time we got ready well i just slipped some leggings on because i'm wearing one of hero's t-shirt's and they kinda fit around my bump but it's still long for me because i haven't grown in height. anyways, i decided i wanted taco bell and hero doesn't mind where we eat so we're at the drive thru, we got two dorito tacos, a crunch wrap supreme to share, nachos and hero got a lemon freeze and so did i. -
hero's pov;
josephine and i are at home now and we're eating, it's nearly midnight but i love nights like this. it's like it's only us. i'm so in love with her and i am going to love this woman till the day i die. josephine is my forever and my always, seeing her face every morning - i fall in love with her over and over again. as we watch tv, god please protect the people that i love and keep them happy. i look over at josephine who has her drink on her stomach which is so adorable. "thank you" she says to me "for what?" i ask her "for loving me oh and for the food" "you're welcome princess"
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it's 5am and we've just got into bed, i am so tired and i think jo is as well. i had fun tonight, it was like we were kids again - i dont think we're gonna have nights like these much when jo gives birth but it's okay. i'm going to miss it, hopefully we do have nights together. "goodnight baby" jo says to me, her voice is raspy - she's tired. i lean over and kiss her forehead "i love you" i mumble against her forehead. i cant wait till he's born, we're gonna be such cool parents. i cant wait to spoil my little boy, play football with him and do all the coolest things. i pick up my phone and post my instagram , i found a picture of josephine and i love it so much.
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hero_ft; you're so beautiful .
i turn over and move closer to jo, i close my eyes and slowly the world goes black.
