today hero is at his last shoot for a few months. adam is at preschool - it's a friday so he finishes at 2pm instead of half two. i'm currently eating ice cream and online shopping again, i realised that when i'm pregnant i like to online shop - a lot. i'm looking at some new clothes for hero, adam or the twins - i mean if i can find anything for any of them then it doesn't matter. my bump is huge now and now you can definitely tell i'm pregnant with twins. i check the time and it's 12pm, i sigh and close my macbook and put it down on the coffee table, i close the ice cream tub and put it back in the freezer and throw the spoon into the sink.
i'm bored. i put the tv on and i watch cake wards, adam and i usually watch it together.
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i went to pick adam up from school and when i got him, he seemed upset. when we got home he went straight up to his room and he hasn't come back out since, i wonder what's wrong with him. i go into the kitchen and get him a pack of takis and a bottle of water - he loves takis even though they're a little spicy. i walk up the stairs, it's a struggle though and by the time i'm at the top i'm breathless. i walk into adams room and he's on his ipad, i sit on the bed next to him and hand him the takis which he takes and opens them.
"what's wrong" i ask my son for the tenth time
"i just had a bad day" he tells me
i feel like i'm annoying him but i want to know what's wrong.
"adam can you tell me what's wrong" i ask him again, it's obvious that i'm getting annoyed so he turns his ipad off.
"these boys in my class were saying things about you" he tells me, i want to laugh because why are three year olds talking about me?
"what were they saying?" i question my son
"they said you are a whale " he says, he looks sad.
i put my arm up so my son can cuddle up next to me, i push his hair back out of his small face as he eats his takis.
"mommy isn't a whale, i'm carrying two babies so that's why my belly is that big" i tell my son, it makes me sad that he's getting upset but it's cute that he cares.
"i love you mommy" my son says kissing my cheek.
"i love you too"
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i made enchiladas for dinner, adam and i ate them while watching cake wars - we had it with some salad and then for dessert we baked some quick cookie things which we ate with ice cream. i put hero's food in the a plate and put it on the side for him to heat up, adam left two cookies for his dad which warmed my heart. i think adam is valuing the time it's just the two of us because soon there's going to be two newborns and he'll never be an only child. i think he's a little upset about the fact that he's not going to be an only child but he's so excited at the same time.
adam and i are reading a book before he goes to sleep, he's fresh and clean.
"and that's the end" i tell my son, as i close the book i realise he's asleep. i kiss his forehead and pull the blanket to his shoulders. i turn the actual light on and put on his nightlight. i close his door but i leave it open a little.
i hear the door open and close which means heros home, as i head downstairs - i feel one of the girls kick so i rub my belly to let her know i'm here. i look up at the clock and it's 9pm, hero looks tired.
"hi beautiful" hero says to me, kissing my lips.
"hi" i reply
"your dinners on the side" i say to him before sitting down on the couch. i put cake wars back on, i never get tired of this show. hero reheats his dinner and then comes to sit next to me. once he's eaten, we cuddle for a little while.
hero and i are upstairs, hero's taking off his jeans and the rest of his clothes - he looks exhausted bless him.
"how was the shoot?" i ask him
"it was alright, i'm fucking knackered though"
he gets into bed beside me and i rest my head on his chest
"i love you hero" i say to him, before falling asleep.
hero's pov;
today was a good day, even though the shoot was long as fuck it was good - i smile as i fall asleep with jo cuddle up to me. i don't know what i would do without her, i'm going to start decorating the girls room tomorrow. and it's christmas next week which is exciting. my life is so good at the moment - it feels too good to be true.
