On Fire (Power Rangers Samurai)

9 - Forced / Panic 🔞

Jayden lowered his head to kiss her on the lips hungrily. It wasn't long before he forced his tongue inside her mouth.

She tried to shut her mouth, but she couldn't bring herself to bite on his tongue.

Mia began beating on his shoulders and trying to push him off of her, which reddened his bare skin.

They both had great strength and they were both desperate. However, it was definitely clear who had more strength over the other.

Jayden grabbed both of her wrists and pinned it against the wall with two thuds. He kissed her deeply with his tongue invading and exploring her mouth. He wanted to sink her in his long-hidden affection.

She definitely was sinking. Her legs felt feeble and shaky. She tried kicking, but it ended up as another pathetic attempt as he was strong and grounded.

He was suffocating her. Her body became weary and weak as she quit struggling against him.

He continued to kiss her passionately, moving his lips along with her motionless ones.

Mia had resigned from fighting back. She knew she was helpless and powerless.

Jayden released her lips and forced her chin upwards with his thumb and pointer finger.

He kissed and sucked her neck as Mia whimpered.

As she was done resisting, Jayden saw the opportunity to loosen the belt around her training shirt.

    Slipped his hands under her shirt, he slowly caressed her waist, working his way upward.

When he was about to touch her breasts, Mia garnered the strength to push down his wrists which flung his hands off of her.

He parted his lips from her neck and pinned her arms against the wall again.

He took a good look at her. Mia's long and sleek, black hair was slightly messy. Her face was sweaty and flushed red. She was breathing heavily, as she glared at him with her dark eyes.

Mia looked downward. She couldn't face him at all anymore.

When Jayden noticed her state of weakness and defeat, something in him snapped back. His eyes turned blue as he made space between their bodies.

Jayden suddenly felt a pain in his head and chest and let go of her wrists.

He looked at her face which exhibited terror and disbelief. Only now has Jayden started to realize what he had done.

His pain grew sharper and filled his head.

Jayden backed up, giving her space. He turned away and put on a shirt through his pain.

When he turned back around, Mia was on the floor shaking and crying.

Mia kneeled on the floor, looking at her own hands. They trembled and trembled and she couldn't make them stop.

She thought to herself, How weak am I?

With all of her strength and her little sense of direction, she yanked the door open and burst out of the room.

Her tears began to blur her vision, but her feet carried her to the dojo, where Kevin was now training.

Kevin was about to greet her until he caught on to her state almost immediately.

Mia's breathing was rushed. She felt as if she was exhaling more than she was inhaling and panicked even more.

Kevin looked at her, unsure of what to do but knew Mia needed his help.

Kevin proceeded towards her, however she back up. He realized that approaching her induced her fear and that he should ultimately stay back.

She was so lost in her racing thoughts. She lowered herself to the floor again.

Her surroundings seemed to disappear as her thoughts became louder. Mia just wanted everything to stop so that she could catch up.

"Mia, please breathe." Kevin tried to remain calm and cool for her sake. "Please calm down."

Mia heard his voice. It sounded like she was underwater.

"You're safe here, okay? I promise you. Just please breathe." Kevin begged her.

Kevin had no idea what he should do next. He could only talk to her as she tried to gain her composure.

About 10 minutes have passed. It felt like an hour to both Kevin and especially Mia.

Mia's breathing had returned to a normal pace. Also, her thoughts stopped racing and pulling her away from reality.

Kevin wrapped a blanket around Mia, who was now sitting criss-cross apple sauce on the floor.

"May I sit next to you?" Kevin asked.

Mia nodded and Kevin sat next to her with his legs in a pretzel as well.

"You know," Kevin's voice was kind and soothing. "You're always looking after all of us. Just remember to take care of yourself."

There was a little silent pause with them staring into each other's eyes.

"Mia, I'm worried about you." Kevin told her. "I don't know what happened but you can always trust me."

Mia felt so grateful to have him. She felt so lucky that he was there to help her. Nobody else would've helped her through the situation as well as he could.

She hugged Kevin. Her arms were around his waist and her head was against his chest.

"Thank you Kevin."

Kevin was surprised by the hug at first, but he smiled. He patted her back.

Mia released him and they had both stood up.

"Any time."

Kevin patted her shoulder before she went off to the bathroom to bathe.

Kevin watched her leave.

"Okay, come out Jayden. I know you were watching us."

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a/n

Writing the panic attack scene hits a little close to home for me. I wrote from my personal experience, and it was sort of releasing in a way

Hope you enjoyed this chapter!