Taeri
Nezi had run off somewhere, and I wasn't quite concerned about finding her. I'd already given up on that twenty minutes ago.
Thinking back on my past, yeah, I did some messed up shit. My past with Minho is gone, and that trust will be immensely hard to rebuild. I did some really awful things to Jisung out of jealousy, and honestly I never really cared so much about it before.
But right now, I'd suddenly become so self conscious.
Should I feel bad for ignoring Nezi?
"Then again, she's never shown affection to me anyways." I muttered.
"I do. You just never realized."
My neck snapped to the left of the hall, my eyes growing big.
It was Nezi, her eyes puffy and red.
"Nezira—"
"Call me nez. Like you always do." She smiled weakly.
I nodded, biting my lip.
Her dress was somewhat disheveled, and so was she.
She looked like she had cried.
"Look." She started. "If you hate me now, I'm sorry I kissed you. That was a bit invasive."
I just stared at her.
She sighed. "But you seriously need to learn that not everything is about you."
I pushed my lips to one side, nodding.
"The things you did, weren't okay. And I'm sure you realize that by now. I really do like you, and I hope I didn't ruin anything for you."
I scoffed, folding my arms. "You didn't do anything—"
"What do you have against people who are attracted to the same gender?" Nezi interrupted me.
I clenched my jaw. "I was just, close minded about it. That's all."
"And what about now?" She rose an eyebrow.
"I-I don't know. . ."
"Mh. I see." Nezi sighed. "Alright."
And with that, she left back down the hall.
I don't even know how to talk to her anymore. She's the same girl I've always known, yet, she's someone entirely different.
Shouldn't I hate her? because she isn't 'normal' and she goes against everything I said never to do when we first established our friend group.
But, I just. . . can't. She's too precious to me.
She always has been. I just, always took her for granted.
And I guess, kissing her wasn't that bad.
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Jisung
I groaned, opening my eyes.
It was so quiet, I hadn't realized what even happened, or where I was.
Sitting up, my head pounded so harshly, I fell right back down.
Doing that, I felt someone shift.
Slowly opening my eyes, I was met with royal blue fuzzy ears.
I shot upwards, startled.
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Fanfiction"You broke a window!" I'm embarrassed this book exists,, -inspired by aphmau's 'Phoenix drop High'