Learn How To Fight

I Missed You

 I waited for Ella to come down, she didn't respond but I knew that she would run downstairs as soon as she has seen the text. In her porch, there would be some plants around the fence looking well kept. The grass is trimmed well and the seat looked brand new. Not a spec of dirt on it, the porches tile floors looking cleaned. Such a beautiful front yard with a fountain would add a perfect sound of trickles disturbing the silence.

  I finally heard the front door creak open and I see her in a robe with her arms crossed over her chest. The first look at me she kneeled and covered her eyes. All I could think about is all the pain I put on her, how she would be thinking about if I'm safe or if I'm even alive. She looked at me again and she looked tired. Her eyes swollen, she was pale.

"Ella, come on," I murmured under my breath but I'm pretty sure can hear me. It hurt me looking at her like that so weak and broken down. 

I walked up towards her, she slowly started to unravel.

    Her arms released from her body on to mine. Feeling my magnets, I could feel her pulled me shirt checking if I was really with her. She started hyperventilating. I was speechless, why would she be more affected by this than my father. I hugged her back giving her reassurance, my hands slowing going down her back reaching for her waist. She pulled me away and looked back at me, expressionless."Why did you leave?" she looked at me which her eyebrows furrowed but her eyes so depressed. "There was a lot- a lot going on Jaeleen." it was hard looking back at her face, she looked and seemed so disappointed in me."Is it what happened at the party?" she shot back at me."Yes and-" "Let's talk about it, come." she cut me off, is this what happens what shit like that happens? I followed her to her porch sitting area and I sat down with my hands over the table. "Are you high right now Flynn?" I looked up from playing with my hands."A little bit." I nodded my head a bit and looked to the side. "Flynn I want you to understand that what was revealed at the party that you did was wrong." I covered my face in frustration and looked at the plants."I know that-""But- that didn't happen during our relationship. You should be apologizing to Ethan, not me." "Baby, I know that please relax. I understand, but I don't want to talk to Ethan. I care for you and how you feel-""Since my feelings are at the topic of the conversation, let's talk about what happened at my cousins' party?""What happened at the party? I don't remember." a smirk appeared on the side of my face. But once I looked up to see Jaeleens face it went away."My cousin's friend putting her hands down your pants whispering something to you." "Oh, listen I'm sorry, I thought it wasn't such a big deal you know? Because I didn't want to start any problems." I said trying to reach for her hand she placed hers over mine. "I know. It's just something that I didn't even need to address myself Flynn. If I didn't see it when my own eyes you wouldn't have said shit. That makes me upset." "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset you. You know that. I'm kinda too high for this conversation. If I wasn't I would be saying so much but I can't think of anything." she looked at me and smiled.

   Even though I can tell she was getting better just by being in my presence she was still disappointed in me. She missed me. I missed her too. Its probably because of her mom. Leaving her at the park and not knowing what happened with her for the longest. My hands reach for the back of her neck pulling her in for a kiss. It felt well needed like I was craving it. I kissed her so hard my tongue slipped in her mouth wanting her breath.

"Jae I need your help picking out an outfit-" Ella pulled away from me and looked behind me in annoyance. I turned my head and looked back."Oh, Flynn. Hi." Royal walked towards us an gave me a side hug with a great smile. "How are you, Royal?" I looked up at her, she didn't have a bra. Her nipples were poking out of her shirt. "I'm fine, just happy to see you." she looked down with a smile. I smiled back."Flynn, let me walk you out." Ella stood up and tapped my shoulder. I stood up and hugged Royal and followed Ella to the entrance. Once we got there she looked up at me with her arms crossed."What's wrong?" I looked at her place my hands on her waist to bring her closer."You were flirting with my sister." she looked at me and tilted her head, her hair followed with it. Made me smile a bit. "No, I wasn't I was just making small talk." I pushed her long dark brown hair away from her shoulders. I started kissing her cheek and slowly going down her neck. I had to pick her up and dig my head in to make her moan a bit. "I thought we were gonna go upstairs. You know, to your room. And-" she cut me off and pulled me away."No, you have to apologize to Ethan for sleeping with her sister and for keeping it from him. Then you have to apologize to Noah for punching him so hard to left him unconscious. To your father for making him worry so much. And to Veronica-""I'm sorry but no, I'm only apologizing to Ethan and I'm going to call it a day." I moved her arms away from me as I start to back away from her."Flynn, stop acting childish." she looked at me and rolled her eyes."I'm not, you just think I'm a nice guy."