Newbie (Bucky x Reader)

Mission reports and a text to dad

"Daisy" you called to her as you walked in the front door, and she came bounding off the couch she was sharing with Alpine.
"Not so fast doll" Bucky whispered in your ear. "We have something to talk about" he pulled you close and you turned in his arms and smiled up at him while putting your arms around his neck. "You weren't acting when we were talking about babies" he dipped down to whisper in your ear again.
"No, I wasn't" you spoke softly, but flushed a bit. "The condoms broke a few times anyways, and its not like last night or today we were careful"
"Are you sure you're ready for that?" he looked at you hopefully.
"With you at my side, I'm ready for the world" you leaned up and kissed him softly on the lips.
"Your father will kill me" he chuckled.
"Its our decision. Did you want this?" you asked him gently.
"Yes, I want this" he bit his bottom lip. "I want everything with you" he added softly and touching your cheek.
"Its not like its going to be easy to get there, and I can still do missions up to a certain point. Then I'll just help in the lab or where I can once I can't do missions anymore" you shrugged.
"You've really thought about this" he smiled at you fully, and leaned down to kiss you softly on the lips.
"I know what I want, and that's you in every way possible" you whispered, and he brought you back into a more passionate kiss.
"I want that too" he pulled back, and smiled down at you lovingly. Daisy let out a bark catching you both off guard, and scratched at the door. "I guess she wants her walk" he chuckled, and touched your cheek again. "I do love you"
"I love you too" you whispered. "More than you know" you added softly.
"Come on Daisy" he gave you another swift kiss. "For the record, this conversation isn't over"
"After our reports" you whispered.
"After" he agreed and opened the door after putting Daisy on her leash.

You saw a few families wave to you both as you walked around the block, and you recognized some from the party. Both you and Bucky took the time to wave back with smiles on your faces and you leaned into him more. It was getting easier and easier to be in this role you found. The lines were getting blurred that it was still just a mission. You held fast to Bucky's hand as you continued to walk, thinking deeply about children with him. You could imagine them running around in a small house that was just big enough for the two of you. You could take turns going on missions after the babies were old enough to be left with a babysitter. You knew that back at the compound, the closest thing you would have to a house would be the couple suite. You figured you both could make it work. You knew that it wouldn't be easy, but you could make it work. Between you and Bucky you would be able to work through anything. You had never really given it much thought, being a mom or a wife. But being with Bucky, you were ready for that step. You wanted it. You wanted the life that you always thought you would never have or even deserved.
As you got back to the house, Daisy excitedly ran in and darted back to the couch to lay with Alpine. You took off your shoes and sighed a bit.
"Did you want to sit down for a few minutes?" you looked to Bucky.
"That sounds like a good idea, we can watch the evening news" he grinned and kicked off his shoes and led you to the couch. You picked up Alpine and snuggled him close while Daisy moved over for the two of you to sit down. You snuggled into Bucky as he turned on the news, and he put his arm around you and let out a happy sigh. You saw there was coverage on the new project Stark industries were working on, and you saw Pepper up on a podium with Happy close behind talking about how it was going to revolutionize the way energy was produced, and it was going to be cost effective for anyone who decided to use it. It was nice to see them again, you found yourself feel a little homesick for the team. They tried asking Pepper about the Avengers, however she gave a smile and ignored the question. When they persisted, she said they would have to reach out to the Avengers for a comment, but she would be more than happy to talk about Stark industries and their projects.
"Are we going to tell the team?" Bucky asked suddenly in a whisper.
"Only if something happens, but I'm going to start reading about it. I've read that the first trimester is the hardest one" you looked to him, knowing he was still thinking about the baby conversation.
"Would you want a boy or a girl?" he turned more to look at you.
"It doesn't matter, as long as they are healthy and look like you" you smiled lovingly at him.
"I hope they look like you" he shook his head. "If it's a boy, can we name him after Steve, and your dad?" he asked hopefully.
"Even if it's a girl we will" you giggled.
"We are really going to do this" he looked at you excitedly.
"I mean, it will take a lot of practice" you giggled. "Its not like it can happen at the drop of a hat, just because we talked about it"
"That's true" he pulled you in closer to him and kissed the top of your head. "Can you imagine, little feet running around the house"
"Or couple suite" you whispered.
"No, we would need a house" he shook his head. "They would deserve that much. Maybe that little cabin you always wanted to buy"
"It would take a lot longer to get to work" you quipped quickly.
"Whatever it takes" he smirked at you. "I'll do anything for you" he kissed the top of your head again. "For them" he added softly.
"They don't even exist yet" you smiled at him.
"How do we know? You haven't had a period since we started dating" he pointed out and you blanked out for a minute.
"We should check" you bit your bottom lip, your mind suddenly racing.
"We will pick up a few of those tests or whatever they are tomorrow while we are out. Its part of our cover anyways" he whispered to you.
"We will have to cross that bridge when we get there" you nuzzled into him a bit more. "They better not pull us from the mission if it does happen"
"We are in this for the long haul doll" he grinned at you.
"What was Ron like? I met his wife, but not him" you looked at him curiously after a few minutes of watching the news again, you both lost in your own thoughts.
"Quiet, stand offish. Its going to take a while to get to know him I think. They are going to the garden party next weekend, so hopefully I can get to know him a bit better. Morgan is excited to show me some of his gun collection. He has some old pieces that he's pretty proud of" Bucky smirked a bit.
"Penelope is adorable" you sighed. "I loved her energy"
"You looked overwhelmed" he chuckled.
"There was so many names and so many people" you pointed out quickly. "I almost wanted a camera just to take their picture and label it with their name just so I remember them"
"I remembered most of them, not to worry" he chuckled.

When you went upstairs, you had to detail your report as best you could to make sure you got all the information possible for the team. You saw Bucky was typing up a storm behind you, and his report seemed exceptionally longer. You bit your bottom lip wondering if you were missing anything. Bucky had gone out of his way to meet as many people as possible you had noticed. You figured he was putting that into the report. You remembered to relate everything to flowers, and mentioned the gardens were doing exceptionally well. You mentioned that tomorrow you planned to go to the farmers market, as well as the super market for groceries. You couldn't think of anything else, so you sent the email quickly.
You saw that Bucky was still working on his report, so you went to the bedroom and grabbed one of the burner phones and quickly texted your father, and Maria telling them that you were doing well. Your father texted back quickly asking for an update, and you reassured him that this was a slow and steady mission. You told him that Bucky was spoiling you, and you were starting to relax in the domestic life. He responded not to get too comfortable, and always keep your guard up. You smiled at the phone thinking that nothing changed. Maria texted you back that things were going well on her end too. She was spending a lot of time at the compound with Sam during her downtime. You could tell that the relationship had taken the next step just by the way she was talking. You were happy for both of them. She said that breakfast wasn't the same apparently, since you weren't there to sing to everyone while Happy cooked. Your heart broke a little bit, but knew this was part of the job. You told both of them you would text again when you could, and hid the phone away again.
"Doll?" Bucky came in while you were taking off your mask.
"I'm right here" you smiled at him. He pulled off his mask from his face and then his arm and set them on the chargers next to yours. "How are you doing handsome?"
"Just finished sending my email. Did you remember to message your dad?" he started pulling off his shirt.
"I did, and Maria too" you smiled to yourself. "I think Maria and Sam are really doing well together. She's spending more time at the compound apparently, and she mentioned breakfasts aren't the same without music in the morning" you giggled.
"I have to admit, I miss that too" he smirked.
"I guess I can do it if its just us too" you blushed. "I didn't know if people were just humoring me or not"
"Definitely not" he grinned as you started taking off your dress. "I also miss dancing with you" he pulled you close as your dress fell to the floor. He took out his phone and turned on some music and started dancing with you in the bedroom. You blushed a bit realizing you both were just in your under clothes, but it didn't matter. You loved dancing with him.
He danced you around the room with a huge grin on his face, twirling and dipping you several times before he made his way towards the bed.
"What are you up to?" you giggled.
"We have practice to do" he winked at you, leaning down to capture your lips. You felt his hands go to your back and unsnap your bra, and he pulled it off of you quickly. You knew it was going to be another night of lovemaking with the smile on his face. You were not so secretly looking forward to it.