I Blame Me (Tododeku) [Completed]

A/N ~ Sorry, not Sorry

Please be respectful in the comments. I know this will upset a lot of you but I am still a human being and would like to be treated as such. Rude comments will be deleted.

I am not going to even lie, I am no longer a fan of having to fight with myself to write this. Writing is only fun for me when it comes smoothly and this is just not it. I thought it was just writer's block, but fuck me, it's not. I had a different ending in mind, but I don't have the motivation to get to that point any more.

I know, I know. Really asshole move here, but I will be ending this as soon as I can. I will do what has to be done, however, I will try to avoid deleting too many chapters. I have talked to a couple of people on here who say that the enjoy my writing and want to see where this goes. And that's great, the support has been amazing. I just can't bring myself to write something I no longer enjoy writing.

I am still in the fandom (as odd as it can be at times) and have the intention of writing more, just not here. I feel bed for constantly making you guys wait weeks or months before I can update. It's not fair to you. So I will be calling it a quits after 3 years of trying to get to where I wanted.

I started this when I was still kind of new to writing with plot and I regret that. I literally Despise the first couple of chapters and think that's why I originally really started struggling. The pace is also rather fast and I just don't feel like fixing it.

Maybe I just reread it too many times and now all I can see is mistakes. Maybe I am giving up too easily. Maybe I just need a new pace or coupling; something new overall. I don't know. But expect only a few more chapters and to have to reread a couple of parts.

I would apologize for this, but honestly, the only thing I am sorry about is leading you guys on. This is not what I had originally wanted but the harder I try to work through this, the worse it gets.

Sorry, but... No, I'm not really all that sorry. I don't promise a fast update and for now, I am okay with that.

I hope you are drinking your water and being safe.

Pixie out~

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