Midoriya's POV
I woke up to the soft music from Todoroki's phone. I slowly started trying to slink my way out of his arms, but every time I moved, his grip tightened. "Todoo! Let me go!" I whined, now knowing he was awake. "No." Todoroki said, pulling me closer if that was at all possible.
My back popped under all of the pressure, and it felt really good. A sigh of relief fell from my lips as I let myself relax into Todoroki, tensing up just a tiny bit as I felt a slight pressure in my abdomen. "What time is it?" I asked, seeing as there wasn't any light bleeding through the window. "Almost 6 o'clock. " Todoroki replied, rolling over so that he was on the edge, pulling me onto of his chest. "Hey, hey, hey! We're gonna fall off!" I whisper-yelled, as I saw just how close we were to the edge of the bed.
"No we won't. Even if we do, I'll makes us an ice slide." Todoroki said, a smirk displayed on his lips. 'His lips look nice. They're not chapped at all and look so soft.' I thought staring at his lips. I felt a bunch of heat rush up to my face as I realized what I wanted. "L-Let me go! I gotta pee!" I said, more embarrassed that I had to say that out loud, just after my every... interesting (gay) thoughts.
"Oh, here you go." Todoroki said, letting go of me. I rolled off of him, landing expertly on my feet, before dashing to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror as I washed my hands, trying to find something positive about myself. 'Let's see, my hair is.... unruly and gross. Um, my freckles... yeah no. I guess the eyes are kinda pretty... no, I take that back.' I thought, going through everything and finding nothing. I sighed, splashing my face with water.
I searched for the towel with my hands, as I didn't want any water in my eyes. I found the soft towel and wiped my face dry, looking at myself in the mirror again, slightly uncomfortable with the bandages on my arms being wet. I sighed as I looked away, tired of seeing all my flaws. I walked out of the bathroom to be met with Todoroki's back. He was stretching out his arms and back, so I could see how every muscle moved.
"You have a nice back." I said as calmly as possible, walking pass him, to my dresser. "Thank you, Mido." I heard Todoroki reply as I choose out my clothing. "You're thanking me for being honest? Man, you're an odd one." I said, trying to keep my composer. I heard a light chuckle, and I couldn't help but smile as I took off Todoroki's shirt.
"W-What're you doing?" I turned around confused, finding a red Todoroki. "I'm getting dressed. Here's your shirt." I said, feeling a blush of my own start to burn my cheeks as I threw Todoroki's shirt at him. "Oh, t-thanks." Todoroki mumbled, turning away from me. "You know, you've seen me in my boxers before, why are you so timid now?" I asked, turning back to my dresser, pulling out a pair of pants and slipping them on.
"Well, yeah, but it's different than in the locker room or when you're injured." Todoroki replied, still turned away from me. I hummed in response, walking over to my wardrobe and pulling out my black sweatshirt. "So you're saying that you only want to see me when no one will misunderstand if they walk in?" I said, not entirely meaning to as my thoughts slipped pass my lips.
"That's not what I mean at all. I just need to have a certain amount of resolve so I don't just pin you to the wall and make you cry again." Todoroki said, looking down as if what he had just said was admitting to a crime. "Ohhh, I get it. You'll pin me to the bed to prove a point but to a wall? Nope, not happening." I said teasingly, feeling a smirk make its way to my face.
"W-WHAT?! I cannot Believe you're teasing me about that!" Todoroki shouted, red as Rudolph's nose. I started laughing, finding Todoroki's flustered face quite amusing. "You little- Come Here You!" Todoroki said, walking to me and picking me up like a sack of potatoes. "Hey! Pu-Put me down!" I laughed, squirming a bit.
"Nope! You're mine now. After we leave the school grounds, I don't get to see you until we can make plans." Todoroki said, reminding me that I have to go to the apartment today. I stopped laughing and wiggling as I starting getting a little nervous. "O-Oh, yeah, huh?" I mumbled, starting to feel like crying. "Oh, come on! Cheer up! We still have some plans before that, don't we?" Todoroki asked, setting me down and looking at me. "We have to go get rid of those!" Todoroki said with a small, almost sad, smile as he pointed at the green box on my desk.
"Actually, um, C-Can I keep them? ... Maybe?" I mumbled, knowing that the silence wasn't a good one. "Why?" Todoroki asked, a dark shadow covering the majority of his face. "'C-Cause... I don't know. I promise I won't take them with me! I swear! I just..." I cut myself off, looking down at my hands as I played with my pinkies.
"What's With The Tension?! You Getta Go Home Today, Don't Look So Gloom, Little Listeners!" Mic yelled, walking further into my room. "M-Mic! Hey! What're doing here?" I asked, pausing the conversation with me and Todoroki. "He insisted he come along with me." I looked over Mic's shoulder, finding a very tired looking Aizawa. "Oh, then what do you need, Mr. Aizawa?" I asked, kind of annoyed that my question was dodged.
"We came to make sure you really want to be alone for these first three days." Aizawa said. "YEAH! 'Cause You're Welcome To Stay Forever!!" Mic screamed, making me sigh."Yeah, I'm sure I want to, but the thing is, will you let me?" I asked, knowing that I had tried settling this before and it didn't work. "Well, if you really want to." Aizawa said sighing, all the while making me feel less sure about staying by myself. "As Long As... you keep your promise to me. We'll deal with the little green box later." I turned back to Todoroki, finding a very stern look on his face.
"Wait, really? You'll really let me go alone?" I asked surprised. They were so adamant about me staying with someone before that I thought I'd have to fight harder. "Yeah, but if you break your promise..." Todoroki started, leaning in closer so he could whisper in my ear. "I will have to punish you." I felt shivers run up and down my spine as Todoroki's breath hit the shell of my ear.
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