I Blame Me (Tododeku) [Completed]

46 ~ Punishment

Midoriya's POV

We ended the call and I wasn't exactly the happiest person. I kept my face buried in Todoroki's shoulder until Todoroki moved away a bit, grabbing my face and bringing us close. I went red as our noses were almost touching, his breath teasing my lips and chin. The bi-colored hair brushed likely against my eyes and brow, sending chills down my spine. "I think I told you there'd be consequences if you broke your promise." Todoroki whispered, my face beginning to get hotter.

"I believe that condition has been met, how about you?" Todoroki asked huskily, lowering his head and leaning it on my shoulder. Words seemed to leave me as I remember what he whispered to me. "A-And, uh, th-the razors. W-We nee-d to get rid of t-two of them." I stumbled, trying to calm my racing heart. "Mhm. We do, but first." I was confused at the pause, before I felt soft lips touch my neck.

"I think a mark out in the open is punishment enough." Todoroki whispered, his breath warm against my neck as he wrapped his arms around my waist. "W-Wait." I whimpered pitifully, trying to get out of the taller teens arms. I froze when I felt a soft, kiss on my neck as I grabbed Todoroki's biceps. I couldn't fight as the gently, ghost like kisses calmed and reassured me. "T-Todo!" I whined, upset he wasn't listening to me.

"Wait! Todoroki, Stop!" I hollered, as panic started creeping it way into veins, sending tremors throughout my body. Todoroki stopped the little kisses, instead he started dragging his warm and cold hands in patterns on my back, keeping his head in my neck. "I stopped. It's okay. I didn't mean to scare you. I'm sorry." Todoroki replied, making this feel more like a hug by pulling me into his lap, face to face. "Y-You didn't. I just, I don't know, you might have. Just a little bit." I sighed, leaning my head on top of his.

"I-I don't mind you m-marking me, I just want to say something before." I said, my thoughts sorting themselves out enough to speak. "What is it? You didn't cut anywhere else, did you? Are you dying? Is it my fau-" Todoroki started pretty calm, but ended up lifting his head and talking really fast. I panicked when he started to panic, so I kissed him without much of a second thought. Our lips fit like puzzle pieces as his smooth, soft lips met my own and I cupped his cheeks. Todoroki tilted his head and readjusted our lips, keeping his arms wrapped around my waist. I reluctantly pulled away, my lips slightly wet with saliva, from both Todoroki and myself.

"It's not bad," I started, pausing to rethink. "I hope." I watched as Todoroki's face relaxed into a small smile before frowning again. "Wait, don't be sad yet! You don't even know what I'm gonna say!" I scolded, chuckling a little. "Then don't make me wait anymore and tell me already." Todoroki said, a smile displayed on his face for a moment before returning to a blank face. "I- uh- when we decided we'd be friends with benefi- uh, no not like uh, well. Friends and a little more, it was because of my proble- insecurities." I stumbled and fixed myself before I used words that I knew Todoroki wouldn't like or sound like something our relationship isn't.

"Okay." Todoroki said, patiently listening to me and gently urging me to continue. "Well, I th-think I want a little more... than friends and a little more..." I finished, trailing off as I looked to the hands that were now placed in my lap. I sat there for a bit, the silence slowly killing me. "I completely understand if you don't want to be boyfriends with me. Assuming that's how this would turn out if you did want to go further. That's unlikely though. I mean, who would want someone like me, right? I'm pretty pathetic and kinda a loser. I can't even keep myself happy and I'm slowly self destructing... and I'm mumbling." I dryly laughed at myself, feeling stupid for thinking Todoroki would want more than this. I waited for a response, refusing to look at the constantly changing faces Todoroki was making.

The silence finally got to me. "I'll just-" I started talking and climbing off of Todoroki's lap when Todoroki suddenly flipped us, pinning me against the couch. I winced in pain as I felt Todoroki bite my neck. A wave of chills traveled my spine as he licked the bite mark and then sucked some of my skin in between his front teeth. "Ah, T-Todo! That feels w-weird!" I stumbled on my own tongue as Todoroki kept his mouth latched onto my neck. Every time I tired to get away from him or squirmed, he'd suck at the skin a bit harder or lick it.

Eventually, Todoroki let go of my neck, giving my nose, cheeks, and then forehead small pecks. "I'm not happy my new boyfriend called himself pathetic." Todoroki replied, letting his head lean on mine. "I um, I don't mean to interrupt." I turned my head, finding Kirishima standing at the hallway, his eyes wide. There was no telling where his hair line stopped, he was that red. "You're not. Here." Todoroki replied, throwing something, probably his phone, at the red head.

"Oh, thanks. Um, I know this isn't the best of times to ask, but, did plans change at all?" Kirishima asked, still a bit pink in the face. "Yeah, I'll be going over to Aizawa's tonight and staying with him for break. You don't have to worry anymore." I said, laying my head on the back of the couch, hiding how embarrassed I was by staying somewhat calm. I remembered not to mention Mic just because it's not common knowledge that the two heroes are in a relationship, much less living together. "Okay, I'll tell Kats- I mean, Bakugo." Kirishima responded, going red as I smirked at his slip up. "Oh that's juicy. Who's top?" I asked, knowing the question would affect Kirishima and hoping the same for Todoroki, but the fire and ice welder still leaned over me. Todoroki didn't move so I looked at Kirishima with helpless puppy eyes.

Kirishima seemed to understand that it was a silent plea of help. "Well, I mean, it's pretty obvious who's who in your relationship." Kirishima responded, gesturing to us, making Todoroki look at our position before basically jumping off me. "I-It's not what it looks like!" Todoroki started, making both me and Kirishima laugh. "But to answer your question, Bakubro is and yes, in case your wondering, bottoming feels amazing when we get nasty." Kirishima laughed and winked, running out the door before I could respond with anything more than a red face.

"Was that like an inside joke? What does 'who's top' mean? And what's a bottom?" Todoroki asked, coming and sitting down next to me as he asked. 'He's so innocent, oh my heavens.' I thought, kinda happy he didn't understand that conversation. "They're sex terms. I am not explaining any further. Ask Denki, Mina, or Uraraka if you have any questions." I said, feeling embarrassed with what I said. "I'm asking Roogle." Todoroki replied, pulling out is phone and started typing something into the search engine.

"You do that. I'm going to go pack so I'm ready when Aizawa gets here." I said, trying to avoid the embarrassment of Todoroki knowing I'm not an innocent cinnamon roll.

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