I Blame Me (Tododeku) [Completed]

20 ~ Again?

Midoriya's POV

I laid under Todoroki, uncomfortable and upset. "Why? Well that's simple. It's because you're kind and smart. You're gorgeous and strong. You're cute and understanding. You may have a bad habit of putting others before yourself, but it's something that makes you, you. You're so much more than I could've ever asked for." Todoroki stated, a single tear falling into my own cheek.

I couldn't say anything. I couldn't think. I just laid under him, mouth agape. A feeling of warmth and shock filled every inch of my body in a slit second. My tears stopped rolling, but I could feel my ears drowning in tears. I stared at Todoroki for awhile as more of his tears fell onto my cheeks.

"Why are you crying?" I asked, more in a whisper than anything else. I reached up and removed the tears falling from his eyes. "I'm crying because I love you." Todoroki said, sniffling after and taking a big, deep breath. He looked at me dead serious, his tears stopping at will. "What's on your mind? Tell me everything, I want to help." Todoroki demanded, his face showing nothing but worry and seriousness.

"It's no fair." Words just started falling from my mouth, my eyes being to tear up again. I couldn't fight the urge to tell him exactly what he wanted to know. "Everyone has really good qualities, and mine, they're just... just...bleh. For example, look at Kacchan, he can put up a strong front and never let anyone in. Or Kirishima. He's kind to a fault and will put anyone before himself. Look at Iida! He's super smart and can easily solve any bad situation."

I had to stop for second, my lungs burned from the lack of oxygen. "Even the girls are amazing! Mina has the nickname of 'MamaMina' because of how caring she is. Uraraka can lift just about anyone's spirit, just by smiling. Not to say, but Momo is not only pretty, but so honest that it comes off as cold. And then there's you. You act like you don't care, but you're super observative of everyone around you. It's just not fair! Everyone has something unique to them, and me, well... I killed my own mother. That's the only 'special' thing about me." I said, ending because I was crying again.

"You're forgetting some people, so, what about Mineta?" Todoroki said, his eyes saying he's curious about what complement I could give that grape. "He's a coward and a pervert, but does surprisingly well under pressure." I said, actually feeling just a bit better. "And that there is your special thing. You can see the good in everyone, even the perverted raisin." Todoroki said, wiping a stray tears from my cheek.

"But, to be perfectly honest, I'm kinda curious but what you meant by, 'you killed your own mother.'" Todoroki said, looking back to my eyes. "You've said it once or twice before, I just didn't know how to ask." Todoroki said, rubbing my cheek. I froze, I didn't know what to say, or how to feel. I looked away, not really sure if I wanted to talk about that.

The memories of that day flooded my mind and made my heart ache. "Midoriya says it's his fault but it's really not. Also, what the hell did I just walk in on?" We both whipped our heads over to the doorway to find Aizawa standing there. I turned red, realizing the position we were in. Without thinking, I sat up quickly, only to lay back down after headbutting Todoroki.

"Ooowww." Both me and Todoroki had our hands on our head's, groaning in pain. Todoroki was no longer bent over me, but now standing in front of me, still holding the side of his head. I slid back on the bed and sat up slowly, making sure what just happened, wouldn't happen again.

"Sorry." I mumbled, looking as Todoroki had one eye closed and rubbed his head. "It's okay." Todoroki said, turning back to Aizawa. "He wouldn't tell me what was wrong, so I forced him to." Todoroki replied to the almost forgotten question.

"Okay, well, I need to talk to Midoriya for a bit so go do something else." Aizawa stated, his normal 'I-want-to-sleep' face.
'That was blunt.' I thought as Todoroki nodded his head and gathered his clothes. Before walking out, I stood and stopped him. "I-I'll tell you later." I trailed off, not really sure if I should've said that.

"And we still have to read this." I looked up confused at what Todoroki had said. I was no longer confused as I saw the piece of paper between his fore-finger and middle finger. "Oh, right." I mumbled, looking down and listened as the door closed. "Well, now that we're alone, I was wanting to talk to you about break." Aizawa started, a little bit of emotion showing in his voice and eyes.

My thoughts were already in a bad place, but now, I was in a panic. 'What if Aizawa doesn't want me to come over any more? I will have to spend the entire break alone. That's a whole week, seven entire days alone. I-I don't want to be alone.' I could hear my heart beating in my ears until I felt a hand on my shoulder.

I looked at the hand, following the hand up his arm, my eyes met with Aizawa's. "And you don't have to. I was actually wondering if you wanted to stay with me and Mic the whole week. I know you said you wanted to stay here for three days, but with you saying with what you just said, I think I was right to ask." Aizawa said, making all the bad thoughts come to an immediate stop.

"You want me to stay all seven days?" I asked, not sure if I believed the black haired man. "Yeah, I think Mic would like it too." Aizawa said, his tone just as serious as his face. "I don't know, maybe." I said, looking down again. "If you don't mind me asking, why not?" Aizawa asked, seeming a bit disappointed with my answer.

"I was wanting to visit mom's grave. Alone."

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