Midoriya's POV
We reach the bottom of the stairs and I felt like I was going to die from laughter. "T-Todo!" I giggled. "You're in-insane." I continued as Todoroki slowed down to a walk. "I'm insane? You're the one that wanted to be on my back." Todoroki replied, as he continued his path to the common room. "At least I didn't fear falling as bad this way." I said back. "Even though we almost fell, like, what? Six times?" Todoroki questioned me, turning his head back, trying to look at me.
"Seven, but yes." I replied smugly. "Hm, logic." Todoroki chuckled, turning and making his way to the kitchen and dining room area. "W-Wait. I thought we agreed that I wasn't hungry." I mumbled at Todoroki. "I never agreed to that and even if you don't eat, I'm hungry so deal." Todoroki said firmly as he carried me over to the table and set me down in the wooden chair.
"COLD!" I screeched as the wood touched my bare thighs. 'Wait. Bare... Thighs...? AAHH! I'm only in a shirt and boxers! Todoroki's shirt to be specific.' I thought, looking around the room for any sign of Mina or Uraraka. "EEEEEEEEEEEEKKKK!!! URA!! URA!! LOOK!!!" I cringed as I turned around to find Mina squealing and pointing at me.
"Wait, isn't thAT TODOROKI'S SHIRT?!?!?!" Uraraka screeched back, pointing to me as well. I felt myself shrink into the chair as the two girls did... whatever that had flinging, jumping thing was. Before I knew it, the two girl were pretty much onto of me asking questions and screaming incoherent words at me. They're words and screeching jumbled together and my head started to throb.
"STOP! JUST... SHUT UP! ONE AT A TIME AND WHISPERING!!" I screamed back, cupping my hands over my ears. I was so frustrated and I wanted to cry. "Sorry. Did you two fuck?" Mina literally whispered to me. "Ha Ha. You're funny. No, we just slept." I sighed, slouching back into the chair."Why does his shoulder have scratches then?" Mina asked. I was confused and ended up looking at Todoroki's shoulders. "Oh, that's from when I cried on him after he gave- I mean, I stole his shirt." I mumbled. "Why are your legs wrapped in bandages?" Uraraka asked, also whispering.
And I froze. 'Shit. Fuckity-Fuck-Fuck.' I thought, suddenly now remembering my shins. "I feel down the stairs and burned my legs on the carpet. Ask Kacchan, he saw it happen." I replied, remembering the conversation with Aizawa and Todoroki earlier, deciding to keep with that story. "Hey, Bakubro!" Mina yelled across the room, making my head throb. "What hell do you want, raccoon eyes?" Kacchan responded from the couch. "How'd Midoriya hurt his legs?" Mina asked back.
"Ha! That stupid nerd fell down the stairs. Funniest shit I've ever seen!" Kacchan replied, snickering at the end. 'Thanks Kacchan.' I thought, kind of relived that worked. "See?" I asked, looking to Mina and Uraraka. "Yeah, yeah. But why are you in Todoroki's shirt and no pants?" Uraraka asked, still whispering. "'Cause his are warmer than my shirts and I don't know. Todo just picked me up and ran me down the stairs like, maybe five minutes after I woke up." I explained, my stomach growling at the smell of whatever Todoroki was cooking.
"It was more like 15 minutes, but you suck at waking up so five from when he was all the way awake." Todoroki joined, setting a plate of katsudon in front of me. I looked at the plate of food and my mouth watered. "That looks amazing, Todo." Mina said. Todoroki froze and I tasted a bitter taste in my mouth. "What did you just call me?" Todoroki asked, his eyes looking like they could kill.
"What? Todo? Midoriya calls you that." Mina replied, looking very smug. "That's only because he's... he's..." Todoroki started, his face crunching up a bit in deep thought. "Special?" "Your crush?" Mina and Uraraka asked at the same time. "Yes, my special cru- that's not funny." Todoroki said, his face going a bit red as I felt the heat rising in my cheeks. The two girls were laughing and running away before either of us could do anything.
I looked down at my plate and stuck my fork in, eating what it picked up. As the food his my tongue, my stomach began to churn, making swallowing seem like a mistake, but I did it anyway. "This is great, Todo." I complemented. It actually tasted amazing, I wasn't lying. I just knew how many calories where in it due to my previous episode of anorexia. I stuck more on my fork and stuck it in my mouth. 'Stop! You'll get fat!" My thoughts rang through my head.
I took another bite and before I could swallow, I had stood and ran to the nearest bathroom. I curled over the toilet lost all three bites of the amazing dinner Todoroki made. I continued puking, even though it was now just acid. "Dammit." I cursed under my breath. "Did it really taste that bad?" Todoroki asked. I flipped my head to the doorway to see him there, looking very sad.
"No, dumb-ass. The stupid nerd's struggled with this damned anorexia since his mom, well, nicely put, passed away." Kacchan said from behind Todoroki, Kirishima not standing far away. I looked down at my knees, feeling horrible. Kacchan knelled down next to me, a glass of water in his hands, offering it to me. I shook my head as I looked away, ashamed that now not only did Todoroki know, but so did Kirishima.
"Drink it, Deku." Kacchan ordered, pushing the cup closer to me. I shook my head again, tears filling my eyes to the brim. "It's okay, it has no calories and only just keeps you functioning, right? Just a sip?" I looked at the person talking, Kirishima. "W-What?" I asked, my throat burning. "Hi, I'm Kirishima. A clean anorexic for three years and four months in a week and a day. Let's be bros." Kirishima responded, holding his hand out for a hand shake.
"Sure, bros. But I am not drinking that water." I mumbled taking his hand for a brief moment and then slinking it away and standing up. I trudged my way over to Todoroki, laying my head on his shoulder. "Sorry, it really did taste good though." I mumbled, stumbling my way pass him as I walked out of the bathroom.
I kept my eyes down as I made my way back to my dorm, feeling awful for wasting such a good meal. One made by Todoroki at that. I stepped into the elevator, clicking the button for my floor. 'How wasteful. Now you're just a waste of money and time.' My own thoughts were attacking me again as I felt the elevator start moving. "Yeah, I know." I mumbled, my eyes burning as tears filled and split from my eyes.
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