Okay hi people.
I know that some people are gonna murder me for this (cough cough kile -cough)
But I'm kinda slacking on the whole writing thing rn and I don't know why. Like not writing creates this empty hollow in me but I can't bring myself to write cz I'm genuinely scared?
Anxiety, man. I'm just afraid to write because well what if I don't meet up to people's standards? Or what if I don't keep up to my own standards?
And end up ruining the story? Hell no
I love writing and this actually sucks. But I can't do anything about it I'm just afraid. I'm pretty much of a perfectionist and have slap of OCD too so I pray you understand what I'm rambling about XD
Also it's not like I have any pre planned chapters or topics to write about. Every chapter published so far are on the spot chapters and ideas so yeah. I get an idea, write it, barely edit it and then publish. Bam!
Which isn't exactly helping rn. Cz if I had a specific topic to write about, I can. Give me an incident and I'll elaborate and twist it with pleasure. But being a writer that uses spontaneous ideas and shit kinda takes a toll on you lmao.
And like I said. I'm just afraid. Don't ask me why.
I just am.
Writing about the cuddle was pretty fun though XD eheehee
Anygays byeee. This doesn't mean you've seen the last of me. ( Hell I might even upload again tomorrow. Who knows?)
But for now I'm signing out :)
PS: I NEED ATINY, STAY AND STAYTINY BESTIES ON INSTAGRAM SO PLEASE DROP ME A REQUEST SO I CAN FOLLOW YOU:))) YES MY LONELY ASS IS JUST LONELY. AND NEEDS PEOPLE TO SCREAM ABOUT ATEEZ WITH
(edit: drop me a message or something so I know you're from wattpad)
~Yeosang's favourite chicken, Angelica~
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Fanfiction~In which you have to read to find out ~ ;)) *contains smuttish content, lspace, self harm/suicidal ideation, mentions of abuse.
