Jennifer's POV
"Uhm baby?" I called and Leah came downstairs. "You remember that I'm gonna go and meet Ben today"
"Great... go and meet him." She said and I could hear the jealousy in her voice.
"Nothing is going to happen. Trust me." I tried to reassure her.
"I trust you. I just don't trust him." Leah replied and I gave her a look. "I'm serious." She said. "Go and meet him." Leah added.
"Are you really okay with it?" I asked her.
"If nothing happens, of course." She said. "I love you so much." She said and kissed my forehead.
"And I love you even more." I replied as I kissed her lips.
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Ben opened the door and the first thing I noticed were a few purple hickeys on his neck. I know I shouldn't care but right now I do.
"Hey" I said, trying to hide my jealousy.
"Hi" Ben smiled but he noticed that I was starting at the hickeys on his neck. "Is everything okay? You seem annoyed." Ben said.
"No, I'm fine." I dryly replied.
"Great" He smiled, knowing that I am lying.
"Come in. I already made us some coffee." Ben said.
Ben brought me a cup of coffee and we sat down on the balcony. "How are things with you and Leah?" Ben asked.
"Great. Everything is really great." I answered. "What about you and Ana." I asked him.
"Well, currently we are on a break. Things are hard but were working through it." Ben told me. "But that's not the point today." He said.
The time flew by that day. Ben and I talked about so much. We talked about Leah, the kids, our friendship and our past.
"It is getting late. I'm going to go home now." I told Ben. He looked at his watch and said, "Thank you for this. I hope we can do this again."
"Yes, of course" I smiled.
Ben walked me to the door and I was able to look at his hickeys again. "Who gave you those hickeys?" I couldn't help but ask him.
"Why do you care?" Ben grinned.
"I just wanna know." I said and Ben chuckled, "Why are you acting so curious, huh?" He asked and I rolled my eyes.
"Just forget it. It doesn't even matter and it's none of my business." I said, crossing my arms.
"You are jealous. Tell me Jen, why all of sudden you're acting so jealous? I thought you love Leah?" Ben asked as he leaned in closer.
"I am not jealous. And you are right I love Leah very much." I said but all of a sudden Ben slammed me against the wall, pressing his body against mine. He stared right into my eyes and I couldn't help but shiver. I felt the urge to kiss him.
"If I kiss you right now, would you push me away?" Ben said, breathing out those words. Our lips were almost touching and my heart was beating so fast. I just looked at him before I crashed my lips on his.
I kissed Ben hungrily and without any doubt he kissed me back. I can tell he missed me... and I kinda missed this too.
Ben sucked at my lips as he pushed his tongue inside my mouth, fighting against mine. Both of his hand were on my hips, pulling me closer to him while I was gripping his hair. Ben moved down to my neck, sucking at it. He then unbuttoned my blouse and immediately kissed the top of my breasts.
Ben pressed his body more against me and I could feel his growing erection under his pants, I hate to say it but it was really making me wet.
His hands went from my hips up to my back, reaching for the lock of my bra. But I stopped him before he was able to unhook it.
"No Ben... stop it." I said, pushing him away but he was too aggressive he didn't stop kissing my cleavage. He pushed my bra away and started sucking at my nipples. It made me so weak. Ben made me so weak.
"Fuck" I moaned out quietly as he softly bit down on my nipple. I knew that I needed him to stop but I did not have enough to strength to do it. I had no idea what to do. It was like I was in trance.
Ben started leaving kisses to my other breast. And that was when I used all my strength. "Stop!" I said and pushed him away with more force.
Ben looked at me with those hungry eyes. "What? You are the one who's jealous. You are the one who's asking me where'd I get those hickeys. And now you're asking me to stop?" He said.
"This is so wrong. I'm with Leah and I love her. I'm sorry I didn't know what I was thinking." I said as I started buttoning my blouse.
"Then why are you jealous?" Ben asked as he leaned in again.
"I was just moved by the tension." I lied and shrugged my shoulders.
"Bullshit! You're actually jealous because of these, right?" Ben said, looking directly in my eyes.
"Fine... I was jealous. Get over it." I said as I finished myself.
"I knew it" Ben laughed.
"I think it's better to go now." I said as I walked out the door.
"Uhm... Jen?" Ben said and I turned around. "I miss you." He said. "And I miss you're lips." He added. I smiled to myself and walked to my car.
