Dark night of the soul

Chapter 12

Sarah's POV
I'm at the set of Ahs hotel, Ryan decided to start filming early. I make my way to my trailer, and sit on my phone, replying to tweets, while I wait for someone to fetch me.
About twenty minutes later, I hear three thumps on my door, and someone shouting "Sarah to the fitting rooms please!!" I nod, but then I realise that he can't see me, "I'm on it!" I reply. I make my way to the changing rooms to get ready for the scene where I bring Finn back to the hotel and 'seduce' him. Once I'm there, I see two women holding up a few dresses, trying to agree on one. They finally pick a spaghetti strap black ish dress that came just past the knee. I thought nothing of it, until they brought it over to me and asked me to change into it.
My mind began to race. Everyone will see my cuts! Jess is the only one who knows about this, no one can help me!! I slowly nod, feeling very anxious. They leave the room and I quickly search around for something to cover the slashes. I look through the makeup, and I found some concealer that matches my skin tone. I gently apply it and the sting is bearable. I cover the marks up as best as I can, and I slip on the dress. I look in the mirror, and I did not like what I saw. My hip bones and ribs were visible through the soft fabric, I guess I looked okay, no one will notice, I hope not anyway.
I open the door and Clarice and Angela, the women who were on here before, waltzed back in. They observe me and nod. I sit down at the dressing table and they begin on my hair and makeup.

Once they have finished I make my way on set. Ryan ushers me over to where I need to stand, and Finn comes and stands next to me.
"AND ACTION" Ryan shouts.
We walk into the room, and I turn Wes around and force my lips against his. It feels so wrong, as I'm so in love with Jess, but it's for the tv so it's fine. He grabs my hips and pulls me closer as we push each other around the elevator.
And well you know what comes next.