*Sarah's POV*
I wake up with a inescapable headache. I check my phone it's 3am. Almost instantly I remember what happened before I went to bed. I basically broke down in front of Jess, how could I show her that I was weak. I look to the left to see if Jess was still asleep but she wasn't there. I looked around the room and see her sitting in a chair wrapped in a blanket facing me, snoring lightly.
I make my way into the bathroom and search for my box. I need this. I deserve this spec of comfort. I take out my bandages, cream and razors. For a moment I begin to regret what I'm about to do but my skin is aching for the taste of blood.
I slide the razor against my skin just once and the release is incredible. No more voices are controlling my mind.
So peaceful. So painless.
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Dark night of the soul
FanficThis is a fanfic based on something that I have experienced but I've elaborated on my story and just made it more interesting. The story is based around Sarah Paulson (queen) and Jessica Lange (queen) don't judge me because I ship them My intention...
