Dark night of the soul

Chapter 59

Jessica's POV
the weight pressing down is becoming heavier, almost like something is pushing.
"Arghh fuck!" I shout in pain. That's never happened before. "SARAH!" I Shout. She comes to me as quick as she can and kneels beside me. I'm now laying on the floor in a foetus position clutching my stomach. "Sarah it hurts so much!" I cry gripping onto her hand. "It's okay baby, keep calm, I'm going to call an ambulance" she says and rushes to the phone.
When she comes back she tells me that the paramedics will be as quick as they can. "Sar... I- I think I'm in labour!" "Wha-what? How how can you be pregnant you're sixty odd? Wait. How could you cheat on me?" She starts to cry. I try to cup her face but she won't let me touch her. "Baby please. I was drunk and I saw Danny at a bar when you was in the coma and we both got too drunk and we had sex I'm so sorry" I cry. "So when I was in a coma fighting for mine and my babies life you went out and shagged your ex!?" She shouts. I hang my head in shame. "I'm so sorry" I say. She doesn't speak. "Sar, please calm down, this isn't good for yours or the baby's health" I explain.
She lets out a long breath while squeezing her eyes shut. After a few deep breaths she opens her eyes back up and helps me to the bathroom to get some water. "Sarah I'm-" I begin but she interrupts me. "Just save it Jess i don't want to talk about this now" she says not looking at me once.
"Arghhh!" I scream falling to the floor again. "Shit" she whispers. "Come on Jess, deep breaths, it's okay, I'm here" she comforts me. How is she so lovely? I just told her that i cheated on her and she's acting this way to me. "Why are you being nice to me?" I ask. "Because Jess I love you and nothing will change that and everybody makes mistakes" she explains. "But that doesn't mean that I'm forgiving you yet" she adds. I nod and squeeze her hand in pain.
"FFUCCKKK!" I shout. "It's okay baby, the paramedics will be here soon" she says. She looks scared. "Sarah, this baby, if I am pregnant, it will be premature by about two or three months, what if it doesn't survive?" I begin to get worried. "Jess the baby will be a fighter like you, just calm down okay" she comforts me. "Take off your bottoms and underwear" she says and I do as I'm told. I sit with my back against the bath and Sarah kneels in front of me.
"Baby you need to breathe okay, and you need to open your legs so we can see if the baby is coming" she explains.

She gets up and grabs a towel, a blanket, a cold flannel and some warm water. She puts a towel in front of me and wipes my forehead with the flannel.
"Arghhh it hurts so much!" I scream. "God damn it! Where's that ambulance?" She panics.
"I think it's coming Sar- arghhhh" she pains hurt even more and they are now nearly every minute. It feels like it is ripping me apart. "No the baby can't come yet!" I say in a breathless voice. "Your baby will be okay, just have hope and be strong." She tries to calm me down.