Dark night of the soul

Chapter 133

*Sarah's POV*
*play music*
"I don't want to live anymore Sarah. The thoughts, the nightmares, it's all too much. I can't go one more sleepless night or another day where I have to pretend that I'm getting better when I know that I'm not. I'm simply wasting everybody's time. I'm wasting fresh air. Open your eyes Sarah, can't you see that I don't belong here! I would have thought that you would understand more than anybody else. You're meant to be my friend, how could you-"

"Exactly Auburn! I'm your friend! Do you really think that I could just sit there whilst you tried to take your own life. Yes, I've been in your situation but it doesn't mean that I could just let you fucking kill yourself. I love you Auburn, I've never had a friend like you and I couldn't bare to lose you. You don't know how horrible it is to walk in and find one of your friends half dead body on the floor. Don't you think that if you had found me you would've done the same!" I shout getting angry at how blind she is. How could she think that I would just let her go like that.

"WELL I DON'T WANT YOU AS A FRIEND SARAH" she shouts back. Ouch.

Instead of storming out or arguing back I simply walk over to her bed and force her to hug me. I wrap my arms around her as she cries on my shoulder. "I know you don't Auburn, but you're stuck with me"

***
Soon after, Rita leaves the room, giving Auburn some space.

"What happened Auburn? What made you do this?" I ask, holding back the tears.
"Did I ever tell you what happened?" She replies. I shake my head no.

*Aunurns POV*
I finally pluck up the courage to tell Sarah what happened. "So, when I was about sixteen years old my mother found a new boyfriend. I admired him so much because he was an actor and one day I would love to become a famous actress, it's my passion. Anyway, further into the relationship, I noticed that he was kind of weird. He would always ask if I was still a virgin or not, what sized bras I buy, creepy things your mothers partner wouldn't normally ask. At first, I just thought he was concerned about me and I didn't think anything of it but then.." I think Sarah begins to understand what I'm trying to tell her because she gasps and once again, wraps her arms around me.

"I told my mother but she didn't listen to me, soon after they broke up because he told her that he loved me more than a step child. Thankfully he's in prison now, but not because of me, because of you Sarah..."

(A/N- this story is getting shittier I know I'm sorry I just needed to update to keep my mind off some things but comment what you think!)