Dark night of the soul

Chapter 31

Sarah's POV
After dinner I went upstairs for a bath to relax. I take off my clothes and pin up my hair. I went to the bathroom and stood on the scales. I've lost a couple more pounds since last time I weighed myself. But that wasn't good enough. I glanced in the body length mirror and I was disgusted with my appearance. Demon like voices began tormenting me in my head, saying things like "you'll never be good enough" "what a disgrace" "look at you fatty."
I stepped into the bath, and once the warm water made contact with my skin, I instantly felt relaxed.
"Heffer" "ugly bitch" "go die." The words pounded through my head. I held my face in my hands, gripping my hair, wanting the voices to stop.
I took out my razor, and sliced it over my hips. I had an instant release. It was almost like the voices were released through the cuts. I couldn't hear them anymore. Like what Tate said, demons are release through blood"
I got out of the bath after around 20 minutes of being in there. I put on my robe and walked back into the bedroom. Jess was sitting on the bed reading a book looking like a goddess. She wore a black nighty and her legs were shiny and smooth. I walked up to her side of the bed and slowly took the book from her hands and setting it down on the bedside table. "Sar-" she began. I got onto the bed then I began straddling her. I kissed her on the lips, invading her mouth with my tongue. She grabs my hips and pulls me down closer to her.
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