Dark night of the soul

Chapter 61

Jessica's POV
I sit there cradling the baby in my arms until Sarah interrupts me. "Urm Jess, why isn't the baby moving?"
I begin to panic. I gently lay the baby on the ground in front of me only to notice that he isn't breathing. "Shit" I say. Sarah leans down and starts to give the baby mouth to mouth pressing on his chest.
I sit there panicking, I didn't know what to do. I put both of my hands together and say there praying for my baby to be okay.
After a minute or two I hear faint coughs and little screams coming from my boys mouth. I start to cry with happiness. "My baby is okay!" I say and pick him up. "Thank you Sarah" I cry. She pulls me into a hug and we sit there for a while hugging until we hear a knock at the door. I cover my bottom half in a towel while Sarah answers the door. The next thing I know two paramedics run into the bathroom. There is blood on the floor and on the towels. "Ma'am are you okay?" One of them ask. "I've just given birth" I say. They rush over to me checking that everything is okay. One of them puts out their arms. "May I?" He says hinting to look at the baby. I nod my head and hand him over.
"We will need to get you and this little one to the hospital, to me the baby looks premature and underweight so the baby will need to stay in an incubator until it is healthy enough" he explains. I nod. "I'm going to change my clothes quickly I say excusing myself.
I slip into leggings and a jumper and I put on my boots and coat.
Me and Sarah get into the ambulance. Sarah has packed a night bag for us both as well. "Sar you need rest you can't be here" I say. "Jessica you have just had a child, I'm not leaving" she says in a harsh tone. Well what did I expect I cheated on her...