Dark night of the soul

Chapter 43

Jessica's POV
Sarah has been in a coma for a month now. I miss her so much. I miss her voice, her laugh, her jokes, her presence. But she's hanging in there, my survivor. She is getting healthier as they have been feeding her through a tube and her stomach is getting big from the baby, she's now three and a half months pregnant.
The doctors said that if she stays this stable and her health is good all of this week he will take her oxygen away from her to see if she is able to breath by herself, then if she is the doctor said that she will be out of the coma sooner than we think.
I've been with her everyday, only leaving her for toilet breaks or to get more clothes from home and to clean myself up.
Her family and friends have come to visit her also, and cherry hasn't, not that I know of anyway.
I take out a book from my bag and I decide to read it to Sarah. She started it before she went into a coma and I read it to her everyday. The book is called doll bones and I'm really getting into it. The doctor said that although she is not responding she can still hear what I am saying, and she must be bored just laying there, not being able to have a proper conversation, so I'll make her happy.
What if she is over thinking too much? What if all she can think about is that disgusting man? Or ways to commit suicide?
Oh my poor baby, it should have been me.