Dark night of the soul

Chapter 21

Sarah's POV
I sign myself out of the hospital after calling a taxi. I wait outside and I guess a fan saw me. A young girl came over "hello miss Paulson, may I have a photo with you?" Wow she's sweet. "Of course sweetie" I say and pose with her. "Thank you so much, you don't know how much this means to me" she says and waves goodbye. The taxi pulls up and I hop in and tell him my address. During the journey home, I check my Twitter. One photo that I was tagged in caught my eye. It was the girl who I met less than ten minutes ago. It captioned "I can't believe I just met my inspiration, this woman keeps me going!🙌" naw. I favourite the photo and tweet her back "why thank you so much sweetie, such kind words!"
Once I send the tweet, my phone begins to blow up with notifications from fans tweeting me things like "mom!!" "Adopt me!" "Thoughts on Raulson" "hi Sarah"
A few comments caught my eye. Comments from the people of the world who apparently hate me. One tweet had a photo of me attached, it looked recent, and there was another photo after it, that was zoomed into my arm. Shit! My cuts were visible. The photo captioned "wow, so all you Paulson fans out there who say that this woman is your inspiration, think again guys, do you really want to be inspired by a shitty actress that cuts herself for attention. What an attention seeker. You know what Sarah Paulson, take your big lips and disgusting cuts, and die!!! Your worthless and you're not that famous anyway, who would miss you? @mssarahcatharinepaulson"
I broke down. I couldn't handle things. I've been doing fine for two weeks, then this? I hold my head in my hands and cry silently. "Are you okay miss?" The driver asks "I'm fine thank you" "well erm were here" he says sounding uncomfortable. "Oh..right... Thank you" I say and pay him.