Dark night of the soul

Chapter 52

Jessica's POV
When Lily went home, me and Sarah decided to watch dirty dancing.
I get a weird feeling in my stomach then I run upstairs and I'm sick. I hear Sarah's footsteps behind me and she stands behind me holding back my hair and rubbing my back. "Let it all out, good girl" her voice soothes me.
When I'm done she hands me the mouthwash and gets me a glass of water. I probably just ate some bad takeaway.
The next morning I was sick again, I was unable to keep my food down. I called in sick that day and stayed in bed watching Rupauls drag races. It s such a good programme.
Meanwhile Sarah was at work, this was her first day shooting and Ryan has cast her so in this series she gets pregnant, as he wouldn't be able to hide the size of her stomach.
She is now four months along. Her morning sickness has stopped, but her cravings haven't. She goes to the store everyday to buy chocolate covered potato chips and peanut butter.
Just thinking about Sarah's cravings makes me hungry, but I keep being sick. For a moment I think what's the point? But I'm really hungry, so I go downstairs and make macaroni cheese, one of my favourites.

Sarah gets back home at around 5 ish and she has a bag of mints for me in case I'm sick again.
I didn't eat any dinner that night, I just had snacks from time to time.
"Have you been sick again today sweetie?" Sarah asks chomping on her chocolate covered crisps. "Only once about two hours after you left." I say.
We sit back and have a relaxing evening.
We turn on music whilst we talk about baby plans.
"Do you think we should move?" She asks. "Yes, but not whilst you are pregnant, it causes too much stress, and stress is unhealthy for you and the baby" I explain. "Yeah your right. Hey if your feeling better tomorrow do you want to go shopping for baby things?" She asks. I nod. I can't wait until we have this baby, it will be really good for Sarah.