Dark night of the soul

Chapter 40

Sarah's POV
I can't move, I can't talk and I can't open my eyes. All I see is darkness. What is happening. I try to scream but it's like my soul is trapped somewhere. What is happening? Am I dead?
I hear a voice and I instantly know that it's Jessica's. "Hey baby, I know you probably can't hear me, but I'm so sorry that this has happened to you. I love you so much baby, and I just need you to be strong for me and hold on. You're in a coma because of sleep deprivation, and I don't want to loose you. Stay strong princess." She says grasping my cold hand. I try to speak to let her know that I'm okay, but I fail. "I'm going to go and get a drink, and I will be right back, I promise I'll only be a minute" she says and I feel the warmth leave my hand.
How do I wake up? I try everything. I take all my energy trying to move or make a noise, but it's useless, just like I am.
I hear Jess come back in the room. "I've called Zachary and lily they should be here soon. I'm sorry if this is all overwhelming, I just need someone here, I can't cope without you. The doctor spoke to me earlier before I came in, the baby is okay. She's one tough cookie, just like Lana and just like you sweetie" she stops speaking when she hears a knock at the door. "Come in" she says loudly. "Hey Jess how are you holding up darling?" I hear Zach ask, "I'm good, I just hate seeing her like this" she explains. "I'm so sorry Jess" Lily says "don't be silly sweet, it's not your fault, it's mine for not keeping an eye on my wife" she explains. I try to squeeze her hand as an apology but it was a weak attempt so I don't actually move.
The three of them chat for hours on end, making me laugh inside at some of their story's. I love listening to them talk about the old times. But I feel left out, I know I can't talk and I'm in a coma, but I just want to be able to talk to my friends.
"So guys I kneed to tell you something" Jess says in a nervous tone. "What's up J?" Lily asks. "Well, me and Sarah are going to have a baby, she is pregnant, the doctor has said that the baby is fine, but Sarah is in a life threatening situation" she explains. I feel like crying. Life threatening? I may never get to see my baby. I need to see my baby.