The Contract

Chapter 110-The Whistle Blower

I fucked up.

I've had a million thoughts today but what I didn't know was possible was that, all those thoughts will be the same shit. The same shit!

What the hell happened last night?

I've replayed it a thousand times in my head and I've tried a thousand times to defend myself, to justify my action. I've thought about it in so many ways and I've tried to not put the blame on myself but it was Impossible.

He strode towards me, there was no possibly way for me to...

Oh wait, I've done that format and I was still guilty. I should have shoved him away if I didn't want it, I would have cursed at him like I've always done.

What the hell?

I think it's time for me to accept me, he kissed me and... I didn't hate it. I think I only felt hate when he pulled away and also when he sent me away.

What does last night mean? Why did we let that happen? Why didn't I stop him?

The whole scene replayed, like I was reliving it again, he knocked out the breath from me once he pulled me in. His hands on my body, gripping my waist and the other raking my body...

"Mrs Ferrari" I snapped out of it immediately and looked up at Abel who was staring back at me. I realized I had been caressing my lips all through the nasty thoughts.

I moved away and glanced out to see we had arrived the office. I pulled my door open and got out. It was Saturday, today I wore a little black and white sleeveless dress with buttons going all the way down, I hung the little black bag over my shoulder and headed in.

Pushing the door open and stepping in, I stopped. There was Kourtney and Davis, her hand linked with his as they laughed and talked, I have totally forgotten that their ship was sailing.

Their smiles slowly died down once they saw me, I'm sorry, am I ruining the mood? "Pearl" Kourtney called.

"Hey you both, what's up?" I asked, taking off my glasses. "Nothing, Davis..." She glanced up at him, "...just stopped by to visit"

"Not to see me, I'm guessing" I replied, walking in fully. We did argue and I sent him away the last time we met. "How are you doing today, Pearl?" He asked.

"What do you think?" I asked back and he took in my aura of today. "Very well"

"Great, I'll be up" with that I headed upstairs to my office. Getting in, I settled down and let out a sigh.

Moments into work, the whole thought came back and I couldn't get it out this time. It's not our first time kissing, we've put on a show multiple times for all of them but why does this feel different?

What does this one mean?

What was his purpose when he took that stride towards me? Gosh, why am I still on this issue when there are other pressing ones?

He was gonna hand the company over to Trent, if someone told me he would do this a month ago, I wouldn't believe. I would never believe Travis would yield that easy.

He had the guts to approach me with a deal knowing fully well I was mad and could prolly kill him if I saw him again. He still came, that's to show you how much this all meant to him.

How much he was willing to work hard to make his father proud.

As much as I would be happy to get out of this shit, I won't let him make this horrible mistake. Firstly, Trent is an asshole and doesn't deserve this shit, he isn't gonna win this time and secondly... it's been barely 2 months since after the wedding.