Kickdrum Beating in My Chest Again (Alternate Version)

Chapter 88

!!!!!!!!!!Author's Note!!!!!!!!!!

Hello Everyone! Happy Friday (technically Sat)! I hope you all had a good week! Mine was really busy because I was trying to get everything done before I leave tomorrow for Mexico. I'm so ready to lie on a beach for a week! It will be so nice to relax and catch up on some sleep. I also have a ton of time on the plane to do some writing, so that will be nice. I feel like I haven't been able to get as much done with my parents here, which is fine, but this will let me catch up.This week, Joe describes his feeding. Patrick feels scarred from being forced to participate in it and watch his best friend get be put through so much pain. Gabe doses Patrick with a higher dose of heroin and tasks Brad with returning them to their cell. Andy discusses some things with Dr. Hughes. Patrick dreams about being married to Frank and questions whether his memory has been tampered with. Brad knows Gabe tortured Patrick to tell him what happened that morning and is unnerved that Gabe hasn't punished or killed him yet. Gabe informs Brad of Patrick's appointments with the physical therapist and the prison therapist and tells him that they have to compel both to forget about Patrick's appointments. Gabe sends Brad to the physical therapist, Dr. Stewart while he contemplates possible punishments for Brad before going to Dr. Wesley's office and compelling her to forget about Patrick and his appointments.As always, enjoy, tell your friends and if you like it please feel free to leave me kudos or a message! Happy reading!

Chapter 88

********Trigger Warning for Graphic Violence, Physical and Psychological Torture, and Drug Use********

Joe is surprised by Gabe biting down on his neck, so he couldn't prepare himself for the initial pain. Holy Shit! Patrick wasn't lying! This fucking hurts! He lets out a grunt from the immediate and incoming pain that he's feeling. It is a very strange feeling aside from the pain. He feels Gabe sucking gulp after gulp of his blood, but with each gulp, the pain he's experiencing intensifies exponentially. It doesn't take long before his body is physically reacting to the pain he's feeling, and he cries out from the pain. His whole body tenses up, his breathing and heartbeat have increased, and he feels himself pushing back against where Patrick is holding him down. With Gabe's next draw of his blood, he feels like his body is burning beneath his skin and the pain increases at least fifty percent. Joe can't control the sounds coming out of his mouth, or what his body is doing to deal with the pain.

He feels Patrick holding him down really hard and he is constantly pushing against that, moving his legs and arms as much as he can. This is pain on a whole different level than he's ever felt before. He thought the pain he experienced during and after a fight was bad, but it was nothing compared to this. Joe is screaming at the top of his lungs each time the pain intensifies. His whole body is sweating from working so hard. Jesus Christ! I'm in so much pain that I think I'm going to die, and it keeps getting worse and worse! Just when I think the pain is intolerable, it increases more and more! I know that Gabe is making this as painful as he possibly can to make it worse for Patrick, but I'm not sure how much more of this I can take!

Gabe keeps drinking and drinking, and Joe keeps shrieking louder and louder. Now he feels this sharp, searing pain running up and down his spine and radiating into the rest of his body. Even his toenails hurt! He keeps breathing heavily to try and deal with it, but this pain is a special kind of awful. His nerve endings feel like they've been blown to bits, but the pain keeps increasing. There is now no part of his body that he's not feeling excruciating pain in. His heart feels like it is beating a million miles per hour pounding inside his head, but it hurts too much to even acknowledge that right now.

Joe feels his body starting to weaken, which makes dealing with the pain much, much harder. He watches as the ceiling starts to spin and his eyes feel heavy, but the pain continues to intensify. With this most recent pull, Gabe increases the pain one hundred percent, making Joe scream so loud that he feels his voice is starting to go. His body is now consumed with white-hot, shooting, searing, sickening, splitting, and debilitating pain, causing Joe to shriek at the top of his lungs nonstop. Everything in his entire body is suffering from this burning and blinding pain so much so that it is almost driving him insane. The dizziness is getting much worse now, his appendages feel incredibly heavy, and he couldn't move anything if he tried. He is unable to keep his eyes open any longer. This is it. I'm done. I can't take any more pain. I really hope I wake up from this. Those are Joe's last thoughts before he loses consciousness, hopefully not for good.