Kickdrum Beating in My Chest Again (Alternate Version)

Chapter 145

!!!!!!!!!!Author's Note!!!!!!!!!!

Hello Everyone! Happy Friday! I hope you all had a good week. Mine was pretty normal and we don't have anything planned this weekend, so that will be nice. I'm finally starting feel like a normal human again, which is good. Hopefully I will be able to get back to exercising again. I don't know about you, but I had my fair share of cookies and ice cream during the holidays, so it's time to do damage control.

Just so you know, the content in this chapter and the next will be as close and I will get to writing a sex scene.

Anyways, this week we continue with Patrick's hallucination. T It's been two weeks and Patrick is starting to get more comfortable being a werewolf. He's also acing learning his new abilities except being able to turn into his wolf form at will. He's practicing so hard, but something isn't letting him do that. He feels his bond with Pete growing even stronger, but Patrick was missing their intimacy and felt like it was time to take the next step in their relationship. He was just waiting on Pete to ask him to mate with him and was starting to think it wasn't going to happen. Four days later Patrick is finishing some training. He's all sweaty and then Pete drags him away and pushes him up against the wall, then kisses him like he has other intentions in mind. He tells him that he smells so good. Patrick doesn't know what's happening, but happily participates. Then Pete pulls him up to his room where things progress to the point that they are about to have sex when Patrick remembers that there was some reason why they weren't supposed to do this yet, so he stops it. He tells Pete the same thing and Pete is happy that he stopped it. Patrick is mad that he got him all fired up and now they aren't doing anything, so Pete offers to finish him off, which he does, but Patrick's still not happy. When Pete's finished, they both get dressed and then talk about what just happened. Patrick is frustrated and tells Pete to ask him to be his mate. Pete asks him to be his mate and Patrick agrees. They agree to tell the others after dinner that night. Then he explains the process to Patrick. That's when Patrick realizes that he can't turn into his wolf form at will, so they talk about what might be happening that's stopping him from doing it. He says he doesn't know, so Pete goes into his mind to try to figure out what the problem is. He discovers that Patrick's mind has put up a brick wall, because he was terrified of becoming a killing machine just like the ones that attacked him and almost killed him. That's what was stopping him from being able to change on cue. Pete takes a hammer off the floor and hits the wall with it until it shatters, which releases the remaining abilities that Patrick hadn't had access to before. Then he disconnects from Patrick. Patrick asks him what the problem was, and Pete explains what he'd found. Patrick needs some time to sit with all the new information, so Pete naps while he does that. When he's good to go, he stands and attempts to change and is successful this time. They talk telepathically and then Patrick tries to turn back to his human form. When he does he's completely naked so he asks Pete for a robe so he can go back to his room without the others seeing him naked. Pete gives him one and he returns to his room to get ready for dinner.

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Chapter 145

********Trigger Warning for Mild, Consensual Sexual Situations********

*It's been two more weeks (five weeks and one day total) of training and Patrick is finally starting to get the hang of being a werewolf. He's excelling in every aspect of his training and since he's already had his first change, he's really been working hard on controlling his new wolf form and is now learning how to change into his wolf form on cue. He hasn't quite gotten it yet, but he's pretty damn close. Sensory enhancements have been really fun too. Patrick has been learning how to use all his new abilities and how to apply them in the real world. He's been crushing Andy's physical conditioning challenges too. He may still look small and unassuming, but he's a living nightmare underneath that façade. His body has been showing his hard work and he's in the best physical shape he's ever been in. Patrick can handle pretty much everything in that department now. Andy told him that he's ready to start sparring in his wolf form as soon as he figured out how to change from human to wolf at will. It helps that Patrick's fairy blood does appear to be enhancing his new abilities.