Finding Solace (MinJeonglix)🔞

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Lee Felix is a 25-year-old with freckles, born in Australia. Despite his Korean heritage, he had never been to Korea until six months ago when his parents decided he needed to explore his roots. However, Felix had secrets that had left him friendless, and now his parents, unable to understand or accept his true self, had kicked him out of their house, leaving him feeling lost and alone.

With nowhere else to go, Felix found himself wandering the deserted city streets as night fell, the flickering lights casting an eerie glow. Tears welled in his eyes as he contemplated his bleak future.

Just then, a warm hand gently touched Felix's shoulder. He turned to meet the kind gaze of a raven-haired boy who looked like a fox. The boy had spotted Felix from afar and sensed the young man needed help.

"Hey there, I'm Jeongin," he said compassionately. "Are you okay?"

Felix sniffled and wiped away his tears. "I'm Felix. I... I don't have anywhere to go," he admitted in a whisper.

Jeongin's heart ached at the sight of the vulnerable boy. Without hesitation, he extended his hand. "Come with me," he said. "I'll take care of you."

Felix hesitated, unsure if he could trust another after his recent troubles. But there was a sincerity in Jeongin's eyes that spoke to him, making him believe he would find solace in this stranger's care.

Taking a leap of faith, Felix placed his small hand in Jeongin's, feeling an immediate sense of safety and comfort. Jeongin led him to a dorm, where they were met with curious stares from the other members in the kitchen.

"Innie brought home a person," Jisung shouted throughout the dorm.

Chan, Minho, and Changbin emerged from Chan's room, where they had been remastering beats for their new song. They were surprised to find that Jisung was not joking - Jeongin had indeed brought someone home.

"Innie, I thought you were just going for a late-night ramen run?" Chan asked.

"I was, but on the way back, I saw him wandering alone in the dark. He looked lost and scared, and something told me he needed my help, so I brought him home," Jeongin replied, holding up the bag of ramen.

Felix looked scared and partially hid behind Jeongin. Chan approached slowly, not wanting to further startle the boy. "Hi, little one, what's your name?"

"I'm Lee Felix," he said shyly.

"Why are you wandering around in the dark, baby?" Jisung asked gently.

"My parents kicked me out because they couldn't accept my secrets. They found out, and my mom slapped me, and my dad punched me in the stomach," Felix said, barely loud enough for them to hear.

"Oh my god, angel, you should have told me you were injured. I would have carried you," Jeongin said, gasping.

"No, no, you've done enough. If you guys let me stay for the night, I can be gone in the morning when it's daylight again," Felix said.

"You can stay the night, little one, but we don't want you to leave in the morning," Chan said.

"But you guys don't know my secrets, and when you find out, you'll probably react the same way everyone else does," Felix said, tears in his eyes.

"I think I may know your secret, angel," Jeongin said.

"No, I don't think so. It's not easily guessed," Felix replied.

Jeongin turned to Felix and gently took his hand, making Felix look him in the eyes. Felix saw sympathy and understanding in Jeongin's gaze.

"Are you a little, Felix?" Jeongin asked softly. Felix gasped, surprised that Jeongin had figured it out.

"Um, I... I... I..." Felix stammered.

"It's okay, kitten. Are you a little?" Minho asked gently. Felix nodded and sobbed.

"Please don't make me leave," Felix cried, burying his face in his hands. Jeongin reached out and picked him up with ease, despite Felix being a fully grown man.

"Angel, we don't care that you're a little," Jeongin said, rocking Felix back and forth in his arms. Felix looked up at the group.

"Y-You d-don't?" he asked.

"Not in the least, love," Hyunjin reassured him.

"I think you're adorable, baby," Jisung chimed in.

"I think it's wonderful, kitten," Minho said, smiling. Felix offered a small smile in return. He wanted to trust them, but after everything that had happened when people found out his secret, could he?

Looking at the members, all of whom were smiling softly and looking at him tenderly, Felix decided to take a chance.

"Well, little one, I'm Chan, and this is Minho, Changbin, Hyunjin, Jisung, Seungmin, and you know Jeongin. We're a K-pop group called Stray Kids," Chan introduced them.

"I've heard your music before, and you're all really good," Felix said.

"Have you eaten, pumpkin?" Changbin asked. Felix shook his head.

"Well, how about we have a ramen party? That's what we were planning on doing, which is why Innie was out," Chan suggested. Felix nodded.

"I like ramen. I could cut some veggies if you'd like," he offered.

"Come with me, kitten. I'm usually the one who cooks, since the rest of these guys like burning food," Minho said, guiding Felix to the kitchen.

The other members turned to Jeongin.

"How did you know Felix was a little?" Chan asked.

Jeongin's expression grew somber. "Back in Busan, before I became a trainee, I had a friend who was a little. I unintentionally became his caregiver, but he wasn't strong enough to endure the bullying and judgment, and he... he committed suicide, about two months before I became a trainee."

"Now I understand why you looked so sad when you first came. I'm really sorry for your friend, Jeongin," Jisung said.

"Thanks. I just wish he had leaned on me more, been stronger," Jeongin said, a single tear falling from his eye.

"Oh, Innie, it's not your fault. Knowing you, I bet you did everything you could. Some people just aren't strong enough to endure," Chan said, pulling Jeongin into a side hug.

"Felix kind of reminds me of him, the lost and alone look in his eyes. When I saw Felix, my heart skipped a beat, and I knew I had to help him. I'm sorry I didn't talk to you guys first," Jeongin said.

"It's okay, Innie. We all would have done the same," Changbin reassured him.

"Are you okay, kitten?" Minho asked Felix with concern in the kitchen.

"Hwrt," Felix replied, immediately slipping after cutting his finger. Jeongin rushed into the kitchen, the other members closely behind him. Jisung saw the blood and went to grab the first aid kit.

"Oh, angel, what happened?" Jeongin asked.

"I cwt mwself. It hwrt," Felix said in his small, childlike voice.

"Here, baby, come and let me rinse off the blood," Jisung said gently guiding Felix to the sink. Jisung rinsed the blood and held a towel to the wound to stop the bleeding.

"How old are you, little one?" Chan asked.

"I two. I swrry, I swip," Felix said, crying.

"Oh, angel, that's no problem. I think you're adorable," Jeongin said, smiling at Felix. Felix smiled back and looked around to see the others nodding in agreement. Jisung recaptured his attention as he put a bandage on the wound.

"I'm going to run to the store, I'll be right back," Seungmin said. Jeongin, guessing the reason, spoke up, "I'm coming too."

After they left, Minho noticed Felix pouting. "What's wrong, kitten?"

"Innie and Minnie weft, Twey nuh wike wittle Wixie," Felix said, crying again.

"No, baby, they just need stuff at the store. They'll be back before you know it," Jisung said, picking Felix up and going to sit at the table with him. Minho placed a lukewarm bowl of ramen and a tray of vegetables in front of them. Everyone started eating without waiting for Jeongin and Seungmin, so they could feed Felix. Jisung put a cherry tomato in Felix's mouth, and Felix made a happy gesture with his fists.

"Yummy," Felix said excitedly.

When Seungmin and Jeongin returned, they joined the others at the table, smiling and laughing at Felix's antics. Felix held out a cherry tomato to Jeongin.

"Mama, ewt," Felix said, and Jeongin leaned down and grabbed the tomato with his lips, making Felix blush.

"Why is he calling Jeongin 'Mama'?" Changbin asked.

"It's not uncommon for littles to call caregivers 'Mommy' or 'Daddy,'" Minho explained. "Since Jeongin found him, Felix most likely associates him as a hero and calls him 'Mama.'" Felix nodded and pointed at Jeongin.

"Innie Mama, MinMin Dada," Felix stated matter-of-factly.

"I'm Dada, kitten?" Minho asked, a little shocked.

"Yesh, chu nice. Uwless chu nuh wike," Felix said, pouting a little.

"Oh no, kitten, I like it. In fact, I would love to be your Dada," Minho said, smiling at Felix. Felix's sunny smile in return left the group in awe.

Chan got up and went to the living room with his phone out. When he returned, he was smiling.

"What's the smile for, hyung?" Jisung asked Chan.

"I just got off the phone with JYP and I requested a week off. He agreed," Chan said.

"Why did you do that? Not that I'm complaining, I'm just wondering," Hyunjin asked.

"So we can get to know Felix and see if what I'm thinking is correct," Chan said cryptically.

"What are you thinking, Chan?" Minho inquired.

"I'll tell you more when I know for sure," Chan replied, shaking his head.

Chan thought that Felix could be the missing piece, not just personally, but professionally as well. JYP had been pressuring him to try out new trainees to be the eighth member of Stray Kids, but Chan had kept putting it off because none of the trainees had what he was looking for. He had handpicked each member, and they formed a very tight-knit group as a result. Chan didn't want to disrupt the group's dynamics.

However, when he saw Felix, his instinct told him this was what was missing. Felix is who they need. Plus, Chan felt that Felix, Minho, and Jeongin would work well together, not just as bandmates or friends, but also as lovers. They were all gay, and Chan, Jisung, and Changbin were in a relationship, as were Hyunjin and Seungmin. That left Minho and Jeongin single, but if Chan's gut feeling was right, they wouldn't be single for long.

Jisung curiously asked Seungmin and Jeongin, "What did you guys buy at the store?"

Felix, who had been babbling to Minho, perked up when Seungmin and Jeongin placed the bags on the table and started unpacking plushies, clothes, pacifiers, bottles, sippy cups, and Dino nuggets. Felix gasped in excitement.

"Wow," Felix said, his eyes sparkling. Seungmin handed him the items.

"We bought it all for you, sweetie," Seungmin said. Chan took the nuggets and put them in the freezer. Felix squirmed in Minho's lap before plopping onto the floor, hugging the plushies - a wolf, kitten, fox, ferret, squirrel, pig bunny, puppy, and chick.

"This is Channie the wolf, MinMin the kitty, Innie the fox, Jinnie the ferret, JiJi the squirrel, Binnie the pig bunny, Minnie the puppy, and Wixie the chick," Felix said, naming the plushies after the members.

"You named them after us?" Hyunjin asked.

"Yesh, chu gwys nwce. I wike chu," Felix nodded.

"We like you too, angel," Jeongin said, scooping Felix up. "Would you like to get a bath and change, angel?"

Felix nodded eagerly, "Pwease, mama." The members cooed at Felix's adorableness.

"Can dada help, kitten?" Minho asked hopefully. Felix nodded vigorously.

After his bath, Felix returned to the living room in a cozy purple kitty onesie, complete with a yellow sunshine pacifier. He was giggling as they came in because Jeongin was pretending to bite his neck.

"Hey, little one, you look so cute in your new onesie," Chan said with a warm smile.

"Yesh, tank chu mama and Minnie for bwying twis swuff," Felix replied, beaming.

"You're welcome, sweetie." Seungmin said.

Minho settled Felix comfortably in his lap, and Jeongin went to fetch a bottle of milk. Once Jeongin returned, Minho situated Felix and began feeding him. But it wasn't long before the little one had fallen fast asleep, the bottle only half-empty.

"Poor Felix, he's so tired," Changbin observed.

Seungmin then remembered that Felix had mentioned his father punching him in the stomach. "Hey, did you guys check his stomach when you were bathing him?"

Minho's expression fell. "Sadly, he has a fist-shaped bruise there," he said, frowning.

"It causes him pain when touched," Jeongin added, gazing at the sleeping Felix with concern.

"Innie, do you want to come to bed with me and our baby?" Minho asked. "We can sleep in your room since you have your own space. Maybe we could even put my bed in there, and Felix and I can move in with you."

"I like that idea, Min Hyung, but why don't we just get a queen-sized bed and we three can sleep together? I don't mind if you don't," Jeongin suggested.

"I like that plan. Let's run it by Felix in the morning. But for now, good night, guys. See you in the morning," Minho said, standing up slowly to avoid disturbing the sleeping Felix, with Jeongin following close behind.

Chan beamed, the wheels turning in his mind. Jisung saw this and asked, "What's going on in that brain of yours, baby?"

"Remember how I said I wanted to see if what I thought was true?" he asked the others, who nodded. "Well, JYP has been after me to get another member, and you know Minho and Jeongin often feel left out because we're all in our own relationships. I think Felix is the answer to everything. I think he'll be good for us both personally and professionally, and I believe Minho, Jeongin, and Felix would make a great relationship. Look how Felix took to them right away, and how they took to him. Have you ever seen such emotion from Minho as you have tonight?"

The other members considered Chan's words and agreed. Jeongin had said something told him to help Felix, and the way Felix had already referred to Minho and Jeongin as "mama" and "dada" was telling. The sparkle in Minho's eyes and the smile on his face were uncharacteristic, but undeniably genuine. Maybe Chan was right after all.

The next morning Felix woke up wrapped in the arms of Minho from behind him and Jeongin in front of him he blushed. Minho who had been awake for awhile and he noticed Felix blushing.

"Why you blushing, kitten?" Minho said.

"I kind of feel bad because you guys don't even know me and here you both are sleeping with a stranger in your arms." Felix said shyly.

"Kitten, to me you don't feel like a stranger. I love being your dada in your little space but I can't help the other feelings I have too." Minho said.

"What do you mean?" Felix asked looking into Minho's eyes. Minho took a deep breath.

"I have feelings for you that I've never had before and I don't understand it and I can't explain it because I just meant you last night but I can't help how I feel." Minho said.

Felix saw the sincerity and affection in his eyes, "I thought I was being dumb because I have the same feelings but not just for you but for Innie too I was just going to keep it to myself but because you opened up I feel it's only fair that I do too."

"I'm actually glad that I'm not the only one feeling something." Jeongin piped up startling both Felix and Minho who thought he was asleep.

"You too, Innie?" Minho asked.

"Yes, but not only for Felix but also for you, Minho, I've actually been feeling this for quite awhile but I was scared you only see me as the maknae." Jeongin said.

"Oh, Innie, me too but in my case I figured I was just your hyung. But adding Felix in and seeing him and us together it just makes me want to make it real." Minho said.

Felix sobbed and both Minho and Jeongin looked at him with concern.

"What's the matter, kitten?" Minho asked reaching for him but Felix flinched away and Minho frowned.

"I don't want to come between you guys. I think it's great you have finally confessed to each other. I'll just go join the rest." Felix said trying to get off the bed when Minho grabbed his waist and pulled him to him.

"You missed a big part of this conversation, kitten, if that's how you are thinking. Both Innie and I want to be with you and each other." Minho said kissing Felix's lips and Felix gasped and Minho took the chance to put his tongue in Felix's mouth. Felix didn't even fight for dominance he was content in letting Minho lead the way. Suddenly he felt Jeongin's hand on his bulge in his pants and he gasped and arched into Jeongin's hand. Minho let go of his lips and smiled watching Jeongin making their love feel good then Jeongin captured Felix's lips and it was Minho's turn to make Felix feel good. He grabbed Felix's hair so Felix was against his chest pressure from Jeongin kissing him put him flush against Minho and giving Minho the opportunity to kiss and bite his neck when Minho found Felix's sweet spot Felix moan. The door opened suddenly and Chan smiled.

"Hey, guys, don't mark him up. I have plans for today, and if everything goes as I expect, he needs to be mark-free," Chan said, glancing at the others, who looked back at him in confusion.

"Since you've proven one of my thoughts correct, I guess I can share what I felt when I first met Felix. JYP has been pushing me to find an eighth member and has been nagging me to try out the trainees. But you all know I handpicked each of you and because of that we're such a tight-knit group, and that's why some of us are even dating. The moment I met Felix, I had this gut feeling he would be our eighth member, and I thought he'd be great for both of you," Chan continued in one breath.

"How did you know that Jeongin or I felt anything?" Minho asked, raising an eyebrow.

"I'm very observant," Chan replied with a smirk. "I could see it. I knew neither of you would admit it, but then Felix came along, attached to you and Innie, and I just knew he'd be good for us both personally and professionally. So, Felix, will you join us today and audition in front of JYP for Stray Kids?"

Felix didn't know how to respond. He looked at Minho and Jeongin, who were both beaming at him but said nothing to sway his decision. Could he really become a Stray Kid? Could he trust Minho and Jeongin to be his boyfriends? Could he place his faith in these seven men after everything he'd been through? While uncertainty loomed, his gut instinct urged him to seize the opportunity.

"I would love to. Thank you for this opportunity," Felix replied, a smile breaking across his face. Chan grinned and patted his head before leaving the room, reminding them they had ten minutes until breakfast.

Minho turned to Jeongin, who nodded in agreement. "Kitten, will you be our boyfriend?"

"Yes, that would be amazing," Felix said, returning their smiles.

Later, at JYP, Felix was a bundle of nerves. He was about to audition for Stray Kids in front of the group and JYP himself. Chan had told him he would randomly select one of their songs, and Felix was determined to give it his all. When Chan chose "Maniac," Felix felt a mix of excitement and anxiety.

He sang and danced flawlessly, pouring his heart into the performance. As the music ended, he looked around, surprised to see everyone—including JYP—staring at him in disbelief, mouths agape. JYP was the first to recover, breaking into applause.

"Felix, I don't need to think about it. Would you like to be a Stray Kid?" JYP asked.

"Yes, hyung! That would be amazing," Felix replied, his smile widening. JYP turned to Chan.

"Chan, come to my office before you leave. Felix can sign the papers," JYP said, exiting the practice room.

"Oh my God, Kitten, you were even better than I expected!" Minho exclaimed, pulling Felix into a tight hug.

"That was incredible, Angel," Jeongin added, joining the embrace.

"Guys, I'm going to call it a day. Felix and I will go sign the contract, and we'll meet you back at the dorm. Ji, can you take my stuff with you?" Chan asked.

"Of course, babe," Jisung replied with a grin.

"Angel, we'll take care of your things. By the time you get back, hopefully, we'll have the new bed set up," Jeongin said, smiling at Felix.

"Oh, kitten, we want you to do some online shopping for a new wardrobe," Minho said with a grin.

"I can't. I have no money," Felix replied, his voice tinged with sadness.

"That's not entirely true. Once you sign the contract, you'll receive a signing bonus," Chan interjected, trying to encourage him.

"It doesn't matter, angel. You won't be spending your own money. Minho and I just want to spoil you," Jeongin added, his eyes sparkling with mischief.

"But..." Felix began, but Minho cut him off.

"No arguments, kitten," Minho insisted, turning to gather their things. Felix shot a glance at Chan, who merely shrugged and chuckled.

"Let them spoil you, Lix," Chan said softly. Felix nodded, but his mind was already racing with ideas on how to repay them.

On their way back to the dorm, Chan and Felix stopped to pick up takeaway. Despite Chan's insistence, Felix ended up paying for their meal, causing Chan to shake his head in disbelief.

"What's wrong, Channie?" Felix asked, puzzled.

"You could have at least let me pay for half," Chan replied.

"No way! I owe this to you guys. You took me in without knowing me, gave me a spot in the group, and introduced me to Minho and Jeongin," Felix said earnestly.

"Hey, we didn't just hand you a spot; you earned it fair and square," Chan countered, his tone firm yet supportive.

"But you still took a chance on me," Felix insisted.

"There was no chance, Lix. My gut never lies. That's why I'm the leader, and it took me so long to debut. I had to find the right members. I didn't want just any group; I wanted one that felt like family." Chan's sincerity shone through.

"I can definitely see you achieved that, Channie," Felix said, nodding in agreement.

"Yes, I did, and I'm so glad to have you in our family," Chan said, placing a reassuring hand on Felix's shoulder.

Felix beamed his radiant smile at Chan, momentarily catching him off guard. As they entered the dorm, Felix called out, "We bring food!"

"We were just saying we were hungry!" Changbin exclaimed, rushing to the counter to see what they had brought home.

Minho and Jeongin playfully pulled Felix into their room. As he looked around, he was struck by how cozy it felt, with a queen-sized bed, three dressers, and a corner overflowing with plushies. Unable to contain his excitement, Felix dove into the pile, giggling uncontrollably. The joyful sounds of his laughter quickly drew the other members to the room.

Hyunjin crouched down beside him. "Are you having fun, baby?"

"Yesh! Twere so mwny plushies! I wuv it!" Felix exclaimed, his eyes sparkling.

"Well, everyone contributed to the plushie collection, including Channie," Jeongin said, laughing as Felix threw his arms around him. Felix planted a quick kiss on Jeongin's cheek before doing the same with Minho. He then made his rounds, hugging and kissing each member on the cheek, filling the room with warmth and laughter.

"You're so adorable, cupcake; I might just have to steal you," Jisung teased, grinning.

"No way, he's ours!" Minho and Jeongin chimed in unison.

In a flash, Changbin scooped Felix up and dashed off, the other members trailing closely behind, leaving Minho and Jeongin standing there with their mouths agape. The sound of Felix's giggles echoed in the air as they raced toward the living room.

Minho and Jeongin finally caught up, ready to reclaim their precious Felix, but Chan stepped in front of them, arms crossed.

"You can't hog the baby just for yourselves," Chan declared, a playful glint in his eye.

"Yeah, we need some cute baby time too," Jisung pouted, and Felix mirrored his expression, his eyes glistening with tears. "No, no, honey, I'm just teasing your mama and dada," he quickly reassured him, a smile breaking through.

With outstretched arms, Felix made grabby hands toward Jeongin. "Mama, I'm hungry!"

Minho sidled up beside them, pretending to bite Felix's neck. "Let's get you fed then, kitten." Felix squirmed out of Minho's grip and hurried to reveal the feast he had prepared for everyone. He had brought sushi, rice cakes, fried chicken, fries, hard-boiled eggs, ramen, jokbal, sashimi, cheesecake, and kimchi. Having been a fan of Stray Kids before joining them, he made sure to include everyone's favorites.

"Holy cow, Lixie! You bought all our favorites!" Jisung exclaimed, eyes wide with delight.

Felix beamed. "Twat cus I wuv chu guys," he said, his affection evident.

Chan gasped in surprise. "He even got two bowls of nacho cheese!"

"Yesh! Channie wuvs cwicken wif cweese on top!" Felix replied gleefully.

They settled onto the floor of the living room, laughing and chatting as they dug into the delicious spread. Felix rambled on and on about what he wanted to buy next, but suddenly he paused, glancing down. A hush fell over him, and he grew quiet, lost in thought.

"What's the matter, baby?" Jisung asked, concern etching his features.

"I nuh say chu will fink I weird," Felix mumbled, shuffling his feet.

"Lixie, we will never think you're weird. You can tell us anything," Hyunjin reassured him gently. Suddenly, Felix jumped up and dashed to his room, returning moments later with something from his secret drawer. He handed it to Jeongin, his expression a mix of anxiety and hope.

"Okay, angel, this is a magazine full of skirts, crop tops, thigh highs, and leggings," Jeongin said, looking puzzled.

"I wan bwy twat swuff too," Felix admitted, his gaze dropping shyly.

"You like to cross-dress, kitten?" Minho asked, raising an eyebrow. Felix nodded slowly, his cheeks flushing.

"The owher swcret I got kwcked owt fwr. Pwease, swill wike me," he said, tears brimming in his eyes.

"I think it's great, sweetness! I bet you look really pretty," Changbin said, his voice warm and encouraging. The others nodded in agreement, their expressions supportive.

"Weally?" Felix asked, looking around at their smiling faces.

"Really, angel," Jeongin affirmed, placing a gentle kiss on Felix's cheek. Just then, Seungmin popped up, racing to grab his laptop. He quickly typed something and handed it to Felix.

"Sweetheart, pick whatever you want. I'll pay for it, and no arguments—let me spoil you," Seungmin insisted. Chan smiled, knowing his instincts about Felix had been spot on. Seungmin, usually so reserved and quiet, was flushed with excitement.

Felix eagerly browsed and ended up selecting ten skirts, ten crop tops, some thigh highs, and a few pairs of leggings. His smile was so bright that it seemed to light up the entire room.

"Minnie, may I see your laptop?" Minho asked, and Seungmin nodded, passing it back. Minho typed something in and then returned it to Felix.

"Okay, kitten, now pick out some regular clothes for practices, events, lounging around, and anything else you might want," Minho instructed. Felix glanced at him, uncertainty creeping in.

"Uh-uh, remember what Minnie said: no arguments!" Minho said, grinning.

After Felix selected everything he desired, he had a complete new wardrobe, his excitement palpable. Jeongin took the laptop and typed something in before handing it back to Felix. Felix's eyes lit up as he realized Jeongin had found a littles store.

"Pick whatever you want, angel, and no arguments," Jeongin said, his tone firm yet playful.

Meanwhile, Chan, Changbin, Hyunjin, and Jisung were whispering among themselves. Minho caught their conversation and raised an eyebrow, while Chan shook his head, a knowing smile on his lips.

"Mind your business," Jisung shot at Minho. Jeongin patted his knee, casting a pointed glance at Felix as he whispered, "I'll tell you later, babe." Minho smiled knowingly and nodded. After Felix finished his selections and returned the laptop to Seungmin, he let out a big yawn and rubbed his tired eyes.

"Hey, kitten, it's time for bed," Minho said gently, but Felix shook his head, unwilling to let the fun end.

"Okay, angel, if you don't want to go to bed with Mama and Dada, we'll just go alone," Jeongin teased. Felix whined and reached out with grabby hands toward Jeongin.

"Mama," Felix cried, his eyes wide with longing. Minho scooped him up, planting a kiss on his nose, which made Felix giggle with delight. They bid goodnight to everyone and headed to their newly decorated room.

"Dada, I nwed plushies," Felix announced excitedly.

"Which ones, kitten?" Minho asked, curiosity in his eyes.

"Um, kitten, fox, chick," Felix replied, his adorable thinking face making it hard to resist a smile.

"Here you go, angel?" Jeongin asked, intrigued.

"Tank you, mama," Felix exclaimed, beaming as he hugged all three plushies tightly to his chest.

"Hey, kitten, let's take a bath first," Minho suggested.

"Otay, I weady!" Felix chirped, eagerly stripping off his clothes and tossing them onto the floor. Minho shot him a stern look, and Felix sheepishly picked them up, placing them in the laundry basket.

"Good job, kitten," Minho praised him, a warm smile spreading across his face.

After Felix's bath, they dressed him in one of Minho's long T-shirts and a pair of boxers—just as he wanted. Because what the sunshine baby wants, the sunshine baby gets. Felix settled down in the middle of the bed, with Jeongin and Minho lying on either side.

"I weally wuv chu guys," Felix babbled, his eyes sparkling. "I wuv the owhers two nuh like I wuv chu two tho. I do my best to be a Stway Kid and nuh dwsappoint chu."

"We really love you too, angel, and so do the others. You could never disappoint us." Jeongin said as he rubbed Felix's back.

"Kitten, you are the best thing that ever happened to us and I don't mean just Jeongin and I, I mean for all of us." Minho said. Felix smiled and closed his eyes safe and warm between both his boyfriends. Soon they heard his adorable snores throughout the room.

"Min-hyung, I can't believe this! It feels so unreal, but so amazing. You, me, and Felix just click so well, and I can't wait to record some music with him. I really think he'll bring balance to all of us," Jeongin said, his excitement evident.

"I'm so thankful you found him that night. I can't imagine life without him now. Not only did he bring us together, but I think you're right, Innie; he'll definitely help balance us out," Minho replied. Jeongin leaned in and pressed a sweet, loving kiss on Minho's lips. Minho blushed and kissed him back, and they soon drifted off to sleep with smiles on their faces.

The next day, Chan roused everyone from their slumber.

"Guys, today we're going to record our new song, 'Lose My Breath,' and I want Minho and Hyunjin to work on the choreography. Felix, I've added parts for you in the song, and I want you to collaborate with Minho and Hyunjin. This coming month is going to be really busy since we need to focus on the Ate album to get it ready for release in July. Changbin and Jisung, you two will be locked in the studio with me for the next week to add parts for Felix and work on beats. In two weeks, we'll start recording everything. Once the rough drafts of the songs are finished, I'll hand them over to Minho and Hyunjin so you can get started on the choreography," Chan explained as everyone settled down at the table, where he laid out ramen, meat, and veggies.

"We're going to have a packed schedule. Felix, are you okay with being so busy?" Changbin asked, looking at him.

Felix looked up and nodded enthusiastically.

"I want you to know, if you ever need to take a little break, that's totally fine. Just because we'll be busy doesn't mean you have to neglect that side of yourself, little one," Chan said with a warm smile. Felix nodded in understanding, though he knew he would be suppressing his little side for the next couple of months.

A couple of weeks later, Felix had been managing to suppress his little side fairly well. However, today he woke up feeling tired and sluggish, with a pounding headache. He made his way to the bathroom and took two headache pills, hoping they would ease his discomfort enough to get through the day. He was scheduled to practice with Changbin and Hyunjin, Changbin needed to learn the choreography since he had been busy with Chan and Jisung producing the new album.

Arriving early at the practice room, Felix decided to stretch. As he began, he started to feel lightheaded, so he paused to drink some water before diving back into his routine. But his vision blurred, and the room began to spin. Realizing he was about to pass out, he lost consciousness and fell, hitting his head hard on the floor.

When Hyunjin and Changbin entered the practice room, they were shocked to find Felix lying on the ground, a pool of blood spreading around his head. Hyunjin rushed to his side, urgently instructing Changbin to fetch the others. Minutes later, Chan, Minho, and Jeongin burst into the room. Minho and Jeongin skidded to a halt at the sight of their boyfriend in such distress, and as if breaking free from a trance, they rushed to kneel beside Felix.

"Angel, please wake up," Jeongin cried, panic lacing his voice.

"Kitten, please open those beautiful eyes," Minho sobbed, his heart racing. Chan quickly grabbed a towel and pressed it against Felix's head, revealing a large gash that sent a wave of dread through the group.

"Seungmin, go get the company doctor!" Chan said urgently. Minutes later, Seungmin rushed back into the room, the doctor following closely behind. The doctor quickly assessed the situation and instructed everyone to step back, allowing only Minho and Jeongin to remain, as long as they stayed out of his way.

He cleaned Felix's wound and determined that stitches were necessary. Working efficiently while Felix remained unconscious, the doctor applied twenty-five stitches before finishing up. He informed the group that he would notify JYP about their mandatory ten-day break due to Felix's concussion. With that, the doctor left the room, and Felix began to stir. Chan held the others back, allowing Minho and Jeongin to stay close for support.

Felix's eyes fluttered open, and he instinctively placed a hand on his head, groaning in discomfort. As he sat up and noticed all the members watching him, he felt a wave of embarrassment wash over him.

"Wixie swrry I twy nuh swip but twen I fwlt dizzy and I fwll dwon." Felix sobbed, his voice trembling. Minho and Jeongin immediately pulled him into a comforting hug between them.

"Oh, kitten, Channie told you not to suppress it," Minho said, planting gentle kisses on Felix's face.

"I kwow bwt we bwsy I nuh wan hwld us bwck." Felix cried against their chests. Minho gestured for the others to come closer.

"Hey, little one, we're not mad. How are you feeling now?" Chan asked, concern etched on his face.

"My hwad hwrt." Felix replied, tears streaming down his cheeks.

"Yes, darling, you've got stitches and a concussion. But the good news is we get a ten-day break," Jeongin added. Felix shot him a look of disbelief, as if he had just committed a heinous crime. The room erupted in laughter, but Felix winced and pressed his hand to the stitches, gasping in pain.

"It hwrt," he said, beginning to cry again.

"Love, don't touch it. How about we all go home, and your Mama and Dada can give you a bath? Then we can watch some movies together?" Hyunjin suggested, gently rubbing Felix's back. Felix looked up at them with his big, innocent eyes and nodded, reaching out for Jeongin.

Without hesitation, Jeongin scooped Felix up, and as Minho and the others gathered their belongings, they made their way back to the dorm, ready to take care of their precious little one.

Once they returned to the dorm, Jeongin led Felix into their room and gently undressed him, settling him on the bed. As he rummaged through the closet for clothes for Felix to wear after his bath, Jeongin felt a wave of guilt wash over him. He hadn't realized that Felix had been suppressing his little side, and now it had come to this. Jeongin sat on the closed toilet lid, burying his face in his hands as silent sobs wracked his body.

Hearing the soft sounds of distress, Felix climbed down from the bed and waddled toward the bathroom. Upon seeing Jeongin crying, he rushed to him.

"Mama, mama, mama!" Felix called out, trying to get Jeongin's attention, but Jeongin merely shook his head, lost in his sadness. Without thinking, Felix dashed off, still only in his boxers, toward Chan's room, where he could hear his dada and Channie talking. Bursting in, he was taken aback to find his dada in tears, wrapped in Chan's comforting embrace. Confused and frightened, Felix plopped down in the middle of the floor and began to wail, his cries so intense that he struggled to catch his breath.

The commotion brought the other members rushing in, including a tear-streaked Jeongin. He reached for Felix, but the little boy shook his head vigorously and moved away. Hyunjin approached, trying to lift Felix, the boy practically leaped into Hyunjin's arms, shocking everyone in the room.

"Hey, love, what's wrong? Why didn't you go to mama?" Hyunjin asked softly.

"Fewix bwd made dada and mama cwy! Mama swtting on potty and cwying, nuh wook at me! I cwme get dada and he cwy with Channie! Fewix nuh dwserve mama and dada nuh mwre!" Felix sobbed into Hyunjin's neck, his little body shaking with emotion.

"Oh, angel, mama and dada love you so much. That's why we're crying—we didn't even notice you were suppressing your little side," Jeongin said, his voice heavy with sadness.

"Chu nuh hwte Wixie?" Felix asked, his voice trembling.

Minho stood up and extended his arms toward Felix. After a moment of hesitation, Felix jumped into his embrace, and Jeongin wrapped his arms around both of them.

"We could never hate you, kitten. We love you so much that it hurts to see you in pain," Minho said, pressing gentle kisses on Felix's freckled cheeks.

"Weally?" Felix asked, a small giggle breaking through his tears.

"Really, our angel," Jeongin replied, blowing raspberries on Felix's neck, which elicited more giggles from the little boy.

"I have something to say," Chan interjected, taking a serious tone. "As the leader, I feel responsible for not noticing this as much as you two do. Here's how we're going to move forward: Felix, no matter how busy we are, you must never suppress your little side. If you feel little, it's okay to come to mama, dada, or any of your hyungies. We're here for you."

"Otay," Felix replied, looking up at Chan with wide eyes. Chan extended his pinky, and without hesitation, Felix locked his pinky with Chan's, sealing their promise.

The next morning, Felix woke up in his spacious room with a slight headache. What embarrassed him the most was that he was aroused, surrounded by his two boyfriends. He couldn't help it; he loved them with all his heart. Minho noticed Felix's internal debate.

"What's the matter, kitten?" Minho asked.

Hearing the question, Jeongin looked up and saw Felix blushing.

"Remember, no more secrets, angel," Jeongin said, though he had an idea of what was wrong.

"I want... I want... no, I need you two to make love to me," Felix whispered.

Minho and Jeongin exchanged heated glances. Minho pulled Felix to him and undressed him as Jeongin undressed too. Minho kissed Felix deeply, his tongue exploring Felix's mouth. Felix moaned, leaning into the kiss as Jeongin started licking and sucking on his neck.

Jeongin rubbed his hard cock against Felix's entrance, causing Felix to moan louder and arch into Minho. Felix whimpered as Jeongin took him off Minho to let him undress. Minho positioned himself on the bed, while Jeongin moved closer, placing his leg over Minho's to create an even closer connection. Minho lifted Felix, aligning their cocks with Felix's entrance, and they both pushed in until their hips met Felix's. Felix let out a primal moan, his head thrown back, mouth agape, drool escaping.

Minho lifted Felix off until only their tips remained inside him, then slammed him back down as they both thrust their hips to meet him. Felix's expression became one of pure ecstasy. Minho and Jeongin groaned at the sight of Felix lost in pleasure, increasing the pace of their thrusts. Felix was the first to cum, his release shooting out in long white ropes across their stomachs and chests. As Felix climaxed, his tightness around Minho and Jeongin's cocks intensified, triggering their own release as they filled Felix with their cum. Felix collapsed on the bed, panting as he tried to come down from his high. Minho fetched a towel to clean them up, then laid down next to Felix on the right, while Jeongin moved beside Felix on the left. They cocooned him into a warm pocket, and they all fell fast asleep.

After some time, Felix stirred awake and noticed Chan casually leaning against the headboard.

"Hi, Channie! What are you doing here?" Felix asked, stretching his arms. He immediately felt a pounding headache and looked up to see Chan holding out pain pills and a glass of water.

"Minho and Innie had to run out to get you something, and they didn't want you to wake up alone," Chan explained.

"You know, don't you?" Felix asked, curiosity flickering in his eyes.

"If you're referring to how you lost your virginity to Minho and Jeongin, then yes, I do," Chan replied with a warm smile. "I think it's wonderful that you all found each other. But I also have a surprise for you. It's from me, Binnie, Jinnie, and Sungie."

Chan stood up and extended his hand to Felix. Taking it, Felix let Chan lead him out of the room. They approached a door that Felix had never noticed before. When Chan opened it, Felix was greeted by an indoor playground/playroom, where Hyunjin, Changbin, and Jisung stood waiting.

"Wow, it awazing!" Felix exclaimed, his eyes lighting up with excitement as he took in the colorful playroom.

"It's all for you, baby," Jisung said with a grin. Without wasting a moment, Felix dashed off to the slide, climbed up, and whooshed down with gleeful laughter. He then headed straight for the swing.

"Binnie, chu pwsh me, pwease?" Felix asked adorably, his voice filled with excitement.

"Of course, sweetness," Changbin replied, moving behind Felix and giving him gentle pushes. Felix's giggles filled the air, so joyous that Minho and Jeongin could hear him even before they entered the house.

As they approached the room filled with laughter, they exchanged awed glances.

"Wow, this is awesome!" Minho said, clearly impressed.

"Yes, Changbin, Hyunjin, Jisung, and I have been planning this for weeks. The final touches just came in yesterday. So when you asked me to keep Felix company so he wouldn't wake up alone, those three were busy finishing up the room," Chan explained.

Suddenly, they heard soft sobbing and turned to see Felix burying his face in Changbin's neck, clearly overwhelmed with emotion.

"What's the matter, angel?" Jeongin asked gently as he lifted Felix from Changbin's embrace.

"I f-fwel so wuved," Felix stammered, his voice muffled by tears. "My pwrents hwte me and kwcked me owt. Bwt I found twue wuv and a wuving fwmily hwre." The weight of his past hung heavy on his heart, but the warmth of the present enveloped him.

"Oh, kitten," Minho said softly, kneeling beside them and pressing a comforting kiss to Felix's forehead. "You are so loved—not just by Innie and me, but by everyone here." He gestured to the others in the room, who were all watching with concerned yet loving expressions.

Jisung stepped forward, his voice steady and reassuring. "We're your family now, Felix. We'll always be here for you, no matter what. You'll never have to feel alone again."

Felix looked around at the faces of his friends and boyfriends, each one filled with kindness and support. A wave of warmth washed over him, and he couldn't help but smile through his tears. "Tank chu. Chu dwn't kwow how mwch twis mwans to me," he said, his voice trembling with emotion.

Changbin smiled widely, brushing a tear from Felix's cheek. "Let's make today all about celebrating you, okay? We can play games, eat snacks, and just enjoy being together."

"Yeah!" Hyunjin chimed in, clapping his hands together with excitement. "This playroom is just the beginning. We want you to feel loved and cherished every single day."

With a newfound sense of belonging, Felix wiped his tears and nodded enthusiastically. "I wuv twat!" he exclaimed, his heart swelling with happiness.

As the group rallied around him, they began to play games, share laughter, and create joyful memories together. Felix felt a sense of peace he hadn't known in a long time. Surrounded by love and support, he realized that no matter what had happened in the past, he was now exactly where he belonged—with a family who cherished him just as he was.

As the day unfolded, Felix's giggles echoed through the playroom, filling it with joy. In that moment, he knew he had found his true home, and his heart was full.

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