The Marauder Girls (Book 1)

Chapter 19

So after that outburst from Jade'a friends....

"J, I'm really really sorry! I didn't think they would get all bitchy!" I say and look at her pleadingly.

"It's okay Eve... It was bound to happen sooner or later." She smiles weakly at me which makes me feel super guilty.

"I'll go talk to them." She looks at me skeptically. "I swear I'll be nice."

"Yeah" Sirius chimes up from behind me. "I'll go with her to make sure." He put his arm around my shoulder which I pick up and push off.

"Get this through your head okay?!?! We. Are. Not. Together. This. Is. Fake. Wait! In fact I don't even want to be your fake girlfriend, you cocky insensitive bastard!" I hiss. Then out loud I shout "Sirius Black I don't ever want to see you again! We're done!" Then I slap him. Hard. Across the face.

I see everyone starting at me so I storm out of the great hall and up into my dormitory.

I run in and plop down on my bed and let the tears fall. Dammit! Why have I been crying so much these past few days?

I hear footsteps coming up the stairs, and I know exactly who it is.

Jade bursts through the door.

"I thought you said you wanted it to be real?" She just about shrieks.

"T-that's why I d-did it..." I sniffle.

"What do you mean? He's devastated!"

"Good! Maybe then he'll get that he shouldn't be such a cocky insensitive bastard!"

"Eve! Calm down and just go talk to him." When she says that I give her the death glare.

"I. Never. Want. To. See. That. SOB. Ever. Again." I growl.

"Yes you do! Or you wouldn't have done it."

"No I don't! I think my emotions are just out of wack! One day I fancy Prongs, then Padfoot, who's next Wormtail?!?"

"Eve...your emotions are just running high right now. I think you really do fancy Padfoot."

"But then why did I fancy Prongs first?"

"We'll that I don't know. But what I do know is that if you really did fancy the first one, then you wouldn't have fallen for the second."

"That isn't helpful right now!" I say exasperated. "Just go with Moony. I need to figure things out."

She sadly nods then walks out and leaves me to my thoughts.

Okay first one: do I still fancy Prongs? No. Do I fancy Padfoot? At this moment no. Why just at this moment no? Because most of the time he's kind and caring but today he was being arrogant. What about that kiss? I definitely felt something. So the verdict is? I am in love with Sirius Orion Black.