Torn Between Reality - Zerrie (Completed)

True Love - Chapter 54

(A/N. What is your definition of true love? Comment down below)

Zayn's P.O.V.
( July 13th )

True love. What is it?

Love. Love is the greatest gift God ever gave man. Love is not wanting to go anywhere without her. Love is not caring what other people think about the two of you. Love is when you feel depressed and sickly when you're not with her. You feel like your life has no meaning or purpose without her. And that if she wasn't holding your hand you would float away to heaven from where she came. Love is caring for her physically and emotionally. It's telling her everyday, anytime, anywhere, anyhow, for no reason, just that you love her. Love is telling her you want to spend the rest of your life with her. Love is wanting to marry her even though the two of you haven't been dating that long. That you would do anything and everything for her. It's the feeling that you would give up everything just to see her smile or look into her beautiful eyes or hear her soft, soothing voice. Love is pure happiness. Love is the feeling you get when all you have to do is think of her and it brings a smile to your face and a yearning to your heart. Love is not being able to think about anything else but her. Love is having the sweetest dreams about her and waking up with a smile on your face because you know you have something and someone to wake up to. Love is an overwhelming feeling of pure bliss when the two of you kiss. Love is wanting to hold her in your arms till the end of time. Love is wishing your time with her never ends, that your lips would be locked together forever, that she'd be in your arms till the end of time, that you could cuddle with her for all of eternity. Love is being helplessly and deeply in love with her and knowing your love for her and your feelings for her will never change/end. Love is the world, the world is love, and Perrie is the world to me...

Some people think love is just talking kind, warm and cute words to each other, love is just telling that person, "I love you", is just being together and having fun. But reality is a bit different and love is hard. So what does true love mean for real? It's caring for someone you love, being with her when she needs your help, doing everything to protect and look after her.

True love is when you would go through extreme measures to make her happy. True love is being able to walk over a boiling pit of lava just to be with her.

True love isn't saying "goodnight" and "I love you" just because lovers say that to each other. True love is when you look deep into her eyes, reading every emotion, every movement, and you tell her, "I love you," meaning absolutely nothing else. It's when you can say it because you want to, not because you have to, but because you want to. It's when you believe that you could look into her eyes for an endless amount of time. When you can talk to her about nothing and everything at the same time, for so many hours, for days even. It's when you want to take her to your favorite spot that you only know about, which you would never share with anyone else other than her.

True love is more than just "I love you." Saying those three little words isn't what shows her that you love her. It's the actions you make, not the words you speak. You say "I love you" for reasons unknown to her, just because you feel like saying it. True love is when you can express any kind of emotion your feeling with no reluctance. When you have the confidence to tell her about your past, no matter how absolutely terrible it is - no matter what horrible things you may have done.

True love is when you blush, smile, laugh, and have the time of your life, just because she's standing beside you or in front of you. It's when you're the happiest person in the world just knowing she's there. It's when you're working and you know she's home waiting for you, no one else, you.

True love is when you'd do anything for her, no matter what it is and no matter the cost. It's when you know that there's nothing she could say to you or do to you, that will change your mind about loving you. It's when you know that no matter what, you will fight for her. It's when you know for a fact that you would 100 percent put her needs above yours forever. When her well-being means more to you than your own well-being.

In my definition, from what I've experienced, that's the legit meaning of true love. A love so strong it can never be broken. A love that you can ONLY have with someone you love. That's when you know you're really in love, and that you've made the right decision when you proposed or accepted a proposal from the one you love.

Those are all the feelings and emotions I have with Perrie. I know I truly love her. I hope she feels the exact same way.

After a whole lot of soul searching I learned that this is the real deal. I don't want anyone else. Jasper completed the both of us, and I don't think either one of us would ever change that. For anything.

The whole day, I stayed in my office writing paper work. Only a few days left before I took off to U.K., and I wasn't that excited. This was such an opportunity and everything good, but I didn't want to be away from her for that long. I remembered the empty feeling I had when she was out of my life for the time that she was, and it would feel the same now. Though I did talk to Harry. He told me to relax and that I would miss her, but to not compare it to the time when we split. Because I knew that I'd be coming back to her, and that she'd be here waiting for me. He also promised that he and Caraline would keep her company.

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Perrie and I was packing for my trip. I had a few days but we decided to pack early.

"I'm really going to miss you, Zayn." She frowned at me, her eyes dampening with tears. I folded a t-shirt before placing it neatly into the suitcase, then I turned to her.

"I know, and I'm going to miss you too. I promise to call every morning, every night, and we can Skype, too!" I smiled down at her. She cracked a smile at my words before nodding.

"You're right. Maybe I'm overreacting a little. Tell me how it is down there. I haven't been there in so long." She giggled, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear.

"I will, I promise."

We spent the night packing and just being silly.

A/N
That one's a bit of a filler, but hey! Lol. What do you guys think of the true love definitions? And give me your definitions as well :)

I hope I caused a bit of feels with Zayn pouring out his soul. But I doubt it, lol. I'm horrible at that!

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