You might think this decision was sudden, but I've been writing this note since November and something.
You might think that this was rash and unrational, but my actions are thought out and well until, nothing.
Or everything.
Since that's, hopefully, what I'll mean once I'm dead and buried.
You might think that this was rash and, okay...
I'm stubborn.
But I've been this way since ten or something.
You might think I was rash and unrational, but my actions are thorough, and the hurt unintentional.
You might think this decision was sudden,
But I swear my death has been a long time coming.
(January 11, 2018)
