On Sunday the 15th of April, I was lying down in my bed at 21:36.
Do you want to know what I was spending my time doing before I got up to do the dishes for my mom one last time?
Because she's always angry when I don't.
And I don't because usually I'm tired.
Do you want to know?
I was just laying in bed, removing all my worries.
Letting all of my nerves fade away.
I was preparing my mind to finally commit suicide.
I think tomorrow I am actually going to do it.
I'm sorry.
Well, I already gave you the dat in the beginning, but I suppose just for old times sake...
(April 15, 2018)
