If you're asking yourself why I died,
I'm nearly one hundred percent sure the answer would come immediately after.
I know you'll feel so much remorse, anger and grief.
But most of all,
Regret.
You'll regret all the things I've once hinted at.
The things that hadn't seemed so major when I was here.
But are suddenly so drastic now that I'm gone.
Because the truth is you could have done something back then,
Instead of living life the way it is right now.
So if you're asking yourself why I killed myself.
I'm nearly pretty sure,
you already know exactly why.
(January 12, 2018)
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