Do you feel the pain of how much it hurts?
Cause I swear it hurts so bad that you can possibly feel it radiating off of my skin, and I was just wondering...
Do you feel it too?
Or maybe when I'm lying beside you,
Do you feel a sting when you perhaps touch my skin?
Because the anger contained inside of my miniscule body is a fire that burns like a furness,
And I was just wondering,
Do you feel it too?
And oh my God, those voices.
They're so repetitive, so repulsive, so Godforsaken loud,
I was just wondering,
Can you hear it too?
Those painful screams of my heart clenching, like whenever you're trying to open a really old and rusted door,
My heart is not old,
It just feels old.
Because apparently when you get older, you unintentionally get more tired too.
Well, I was just wondering if you feel it too.
And if you do,
Could you try and change the feeling?
Can you help to wake from this dreadful dreaming,
And constant screaming of my mind and soul,
And...
Oh god,
Don't you feel it too?
(January 6, 2018)
