If I die today, I am sorry. I'm just so sad. I didn't plan to die. I just wanted an escape. But usually people die this way. I'm sorry for doing this if I had died. I won't know if I died or not, so just believe me. Please. I didn't want this life. This was not the way I wanted to live. Maybe I should have taken that offer. To find a job. To save myself. Maybe I should have just dropped out, maybe I'd be happy now.
I don't want school.
I never did.
And college, I planned to drop out anyway.
All I wanted was my music, and in school is just not where I wanted to get it.
I needed somebody out there just to trust me, and maybe help out a little.
This is ally fault I'm such an idiot.
But I am sad.
So please forgive me.
