I can hear your voice but I'm still not there.
You can call my name and I still won't come.
You're a tidal wave but to me you're standing still.
I know I have a choice but I had no choice.
You can pull me round and not let go.
But still I fall into the ground.
I'm a perfect mess, but you cry at it.
I know I loved you much, but you still don't know.
I guess I didn't show, what you know so well.
I know I gave you up, but I had no choice.
I'm a sacrifice filled with so much noise.
(January 24, 2018)
