Sometimes I think it's weird.
It's funny how friends are the most affected by suicides than actual family.
If you look at it,
Some friends can't even go on.
Whether it be for a period or ever again.
Yet family can.
And if other friends do manage to live life normally, it's never really normal at all.
They still find themselves thinking back to their best friend that died in year 11.
They don't get it.
It's so strange. They still find themselves not understanding why they'd done it.
10 years later.
They never truly get over it.
Their eyes still water when thinking about said friend.
Some people just never get over it.
Some do.
Parents. While very few are not able to move on again after the loss of a child.
Others just 'understand'.
Their kid died. Their kid was unhappy. They didn't see any problems.
They acknowledge the fact that they no longer have 2 children to now just 1.
But they accept it.
You shouldn't be able to accept the suicide of your children.
It should pain you so badly,
That you cry EVERY single night thereafter.
It should never numb.
You should never 'get by'.
No!
Stop!
It's so annoying how teenagers are more affected by the suicide of loved ones.
Open bracket.
Friends.
Family.
Peers.
Close parenthesis.
Oh by the way, strangers too.
Humans get affected by anything unbalanced and wrong.
Are you going to be affected by great emotion?
Or are you just going to get by?
There's not enough love in this world.
The few support systems we have for the imperishable youth,
Well it's not enough.
Because that's where it starts.
Youth.
Youth.
Youth.
Then we grow up.
Get married.
Misfortune.
Misconception.
Suicide.
Grow the hell up.
Times change.
Things are different now.
This is why the world has gone from bad to worse.
Because we haven't grown with the time.
Enough Said.
(January 14, 2018)
