I'm quiet,
Although I don't like the effect these pills have on me.
I'm quiet,
But they're the only reason why there's nothing screaming in me.
I get mad,
It happens easily.
But then these pills,
Subside me easily.
I can no longer scream,
At the top of my lungs.
But I can no longer cry,
Like I really want.
So these pills hide my feelings,
until tonight.
When these pills will wear off,
I'll be able to fight.
But the truth still stands,
Is that if by tonight,
These pills do wear off,
I will harm my life.
They may calm me down,
But these thoughts inside,
They don't go away,
They don't leave me mind.
So by tonight,
When these pills won't save me.
I hope that I'll be,
Part of your distant memory.
I'm taking the blame,
Which you always gave me.
Maybe not in words,
But in silence for sure.
Have you ever heard,
That silence speaks louder than words.
Have you ever heard,
That all of your actions hurts?
I am quiet,
But I am still screaming inside.
This pill is my solitary confinement,
But tonight they'll let me put free.
I am quiet,
But I'm still just me.
