I need someone to vent to,
and not just anybody.
I need someone who's going to get me.
I'm so empty,
I feel like I've got this friend out there,
that I haven't met like ever
and we're soul mates.
Not the lovers kind, the best friend kind.
I need to talk to him.
I feel like it's a guy.
Somebody who knows everything about me on the first try.
I feel like he's real.
If not,
Well then in that case I might just start seeing him as my imaginary friend one day soon.
I'm driving myself crazy,
So easily that I don't even need help getting there.
I need someone.
I have no one.
No one who knows with just looking in my general direction how tightly I'm trying and how badly I want to hold on.
(January 21, 2018)
