I write letters. I'm not really sure why I call them those yet, but I write letters.
I write little notes to people and to myself so that I can read them later.
It's like a piece of my past self is talking to me, reaching out to the future me.
I write letters because I've got no one else and I have to remind myself that I still do.
I write letters because I need to remind myself that I'm still here.
There are days where I feel like I've got nobody but I do because I've got me.
I have to remind myself that I have me and I need to keep having me.
I need to keep having me so this me telling me, "I've got you."
Stop giving up because you've got you. And when nobody else does, you still do.
Now cry, cry because you're not okay snd you need some relief.
Cry because you're hurt and you can't figure out how or why.
Cry because you're tired, but honestly just cry because you need to.
Because you do need to, you need to cry or scream and right now that's your only option.
So cry. Just lay down your gaurd this once, give your soul a break and cry.
I write letters and right now this one's for you.
