Do you wanna know what I would write on a suicide note?
"I died because I'm alive"
Why?
In my opinion,
No offense.
Everyone who isn't crazy or completely insane...
Is dead.
I feel like I'm so entwined with reality that I'm seeing it in live time.
Like I'm becoming it.
I feel like I'm I'm a movie.
So cliché.
Cliché after cliché.
After cliché.
I feel like I'm being watched.
I feel like I'm not real.
Which is weird,
Because that really contrasts with what I first started saying.
Messily clashing with what I said before.
God damn I'm a poet.
And I'm alive.
(December 30, 2017)
