My chest feels tight, like I can't breathe. Like I'm numb inside and I can't feel anything. I'm just tired. I want to talk. I want someone to talk too. But I just wanna keep it all in at the same time and all I wanna do is get dressed, get out of bed and walk to an open field somewhere deep inside the mountains.
And scream, scream until they all can hear me. Yet, scream like no one can. And I want to cry too. I want to cry as I'm screaming at the top of my lungs because I need to let the pain out. The pain's inside and it's consuming me and that's the only way to let it out. At least for a little while.
