I don't know what's wrong with me. I need guidance. Am I depressed? Am I sad? Or is it something more? Do I need help? Am I supposed to get professional help? What if I don't want my family to know? I'm still studying in school. It's my last year. I've wanted my family to see right through me and know that something's wrong. And they never have, so it can be that bad. Although it feels that bad. It feels worse actually. Worse than it used to. It started, the feelings, when I was 11. I feel like I am unnecessary. I also feel like I'm supposed to be some kind of character from a movie because the way I felt is so unreal. I don't want them to know anymore. I tried. I'm done trying to let them know. So what now?
