Hello,
My body must be cold by now. I wrote what's on the door at school. It's a message. I want everybody to know. Suicide is just not a joke and the sooner we learn that the better our chances are.
It sucks to know that we all could have prevented this. You know, sometimes dreams are just the way to go. Too many people want to hurt one another, or take control over each other.
Please, stop.
These rules are annoying, there isn't only just one way for everything.
I didn't want school... I never have, I always wanted to sing. It was always music. I needed to be happy doing what I loved but this world was holding me back. My family was holding me back. My friends tried, but they held me back too. Everything had tied my wrists so tightly to the ground I could almost barely move when water started rushing into the room that caged me in. But I manage to lift my body.
I felt strong for a while, and then the water seemed to swallow me whole again.
And I drowned.
Mommy I drowned.
I'm sorry for doing this to you.
I wonder if you'll find this.
Maybe you won't.
Maybe you clear my phone memory before ypu get the privilege.
Maybe you do.
So I am sorry.
Friends.
I didn't mean to die, but I wanted to.
I can't say that I didn't want to because that would be a lie.
I wasn't planning to this time just yet, but that accident was my mistake. And I'm sorry.
Friends.
Family.
Parents.
Daddy.
Nieces.
Nephews.
Me.
Sorry.
