I want to bath myself in blood.
I'm so frustrated, I'm not depressed.
I'm angry.
My mind is a maze but it's completely empty.
There's nothing there.
Here's nothing here.
I feel like I'm going insane.
Is that even a possibility..?
Will it become clear to you that I am simply crazy.
Is it not yet evident that I am a lunatic,
Small from being mentally unstable?
Am I possibly driving myself crazy by all this thinking.
God save me.
Save me from my own fucking mind.
(December 30, 2017)
