I'm going to kill myself.
If I don't find myself, I'm going to take my life.
If living gets harder,
And secrets so much darker.
I'm going to take my life
And I am going to die.
If my chest gets any heavier
And my heart any emptier,
My head lighter.
If everything becomes just a little bit more too much to bare,
So much more than it already is
I'm going to be the reason that I die.
And you won't know why.
I'm going to kill myself.
I'm going to take my life,
If I don't find myself,
I'm going to kill myself.
Headaches. Numb. Heavy. Empty.
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Do you have any idea how I feel?
News Flash!
I feel DEAD!
NEWS Flash!!
I feel like I don't exist.
N E W S F L A S H ! ! !
I don't feel like
ME.
(April 05, 2018)
