Taming of a Starr - Book 1 (FIN)

Tame #3

Starr

Tonight goes the same as any other night. Drinking. New dates. All girls night out since Chase is away as he said--practicing for the tournament. Having an all night fun. The only thing that's different is this bar's name.

Lake District.

And the kind of bar--it's too tame.

Sumalubong agad samin ang live band na tumutugtog sa stage tonight. They are an all guy group with amazing voice and outstanding visuals.

"Starr, check out the vocalist" Shen nudged me before smiling.

Kasama na namin sya ngayon at sinabi nya sakin na binreak nya na kahapon yung apple of the eye nya nung nag out of town sila. Ang weird nya talaga para makipagbreak sa guy while on a fancy vacation. Ang boring na daw kasi nung guy.

I looked back onstage and take my time to survey the band members' features. Lahat sila gwapo. No wonder tinitilian sila ng mga tao pero nagtagal yung tingin ko sa vocalist. Gwapo sya. Has an adorable eye smile--yung lumiliit yung mata kapag ngumingiti. The kind of guy I like. But the way he smiles at the crowd and the kind of vibe he emits are that of a Mr. Nice guy. I can only stare back when he caught my gaze. He gave me the sweetest smile without the intention of flirting. Sumandal ako sa couch at inalis ang tingin sa stage.

"You know that's not the kind of guy for me"

"Ilang beses mo ng sinabi sakin yan"

"Because he'll only be wasting his time on someone like me. A nice guy doesn't deserve a bitch"

"You're wrong, Starr. He's just not at the right time. A bitch can still love and be loved"

"Alam mong may short-term memory ako sa mga nice guys. Bukas or maybe thirty minutes later hindi ko na sya maalala. So what's the point?"

"Then why not bury that charming face in your memory para hindi mo makalimutan?"

"A guy like him has no place in my memory. My mind are full of jerks. They are the ones that stays the most"

"You stubborn woman. Anyway, hindi naman daw sila regular dito sabi ni Asty. They prefer performing in open grounds daw kung saan saan. Napakiusapan lang daw na tumugtog today dahil maraming regulars ng bar na gusto silang mapanood so yeah siguro nga it's better to forget him"

Astor or simply Asty--Chase's bestfriend is actually the owner of this bar. He's the one who recommend na itry namin to tonight. Hindi kasi namin pinupuntahan dahil chill-out bar lang sya with live bands and no dance floor. Katakot takot na pilitan pa nga ang nangyari samin sa labas kanina dahil gusto kong lumipat kami. But majority wins so wala na kong nagawa. I haggled pa nga for a toss coin but I'm really out of luck tonight.

This is the life I picked. I flirt with a lot of guys--taken guys to be specific. No singles are allowed in my life. And they have to be jerks--so they can pass to be my subject.

I have been saying about subjects for a while now. Ano sila? Subjects are taken guys who like to fool their girlfriends for whatever reason they have na wala akong pakialam.

I know I'm beautiful. I have a body to die for. I'm rich. And I use all of those assets to get a subject. To steal their boyfriends and dump them just like a hot potato. To let them know how it feels like to be played. More like a savior? Not really. I simply like to mess around and escape my boring life.

Sometimes nakakasawa na ang ganitong klase ng buhay. But this is the only life I can pick to enjoy my worthless life or to lessen the pain I feel every single day.