If Our Love Is Wrong

Fourteen

Beatriz

My thoughts were cut off ng tapunan ako ni Kuya ng throw pillow sa mukha kaya I glared at him.

"Hey what's with you Beatriz? You're smilling while spacing out for like half an hour now after mo ihatid si Jhoana sa dorm. Natatakot na ako." Kuya said.

I rolled my eyes at kinuha yung pillow sa sahig.

"I'm just thinking something." Sagot ko.

"Something or someone?" Mapang asar na sabi ni Kuya Loel.

"Ugh Kuya!" Binato ko sa kanya pabalik yung pillow.

"Yung nagpadeliver ba dito ng flowers yung iniisip mo?"

"Ew! Shutup Kuya."

Pinagtawanan nya ako before he go upstairs already kaya napailing na lang ako sa mga pinagsasabi nya.

I think nasobrahan din yata talaga yung pagkaspace out ko kasi wala na akong maremember sa sinasabi nya about sa upcoming San Francisco family trip namin sa Christmas vacation.

Bigla naman nagvibrate yung phone ko kaya I immediately opened the message.

From: Jho
Goodnight din beh. Sleepwell! See u tom 😘

Bumalik na naman yung smile ko sa reply nya. I've been waiting for her reply kanina pa eh.

Kinuha ko yung throw pillow sa side ko at niyakap yon while the smile on my face is still fixed. Ewan ko ba. Kahit anong pilit ko I can't seem to erase it since I left the dorm kanina pati na rin while I'm driving back at home.

"God knows how grateful I am for you. You know I love you!"

Parang my heart melted when Jho said those words. Tapos parang my whole system suddenly got weak when she kissed my cheek for the first time.

Usually kasi ako lang palagi yung nagkikiss sa kanya either on her cheeks or forehead because I am that kind of person. Pero damn it! Jho kissing my cheek for the first time shocked the hell out of me. I know I shouldn't be but I am eh!

It left me breathless just like how that accident kiss did to me last night. Can someone tell me bakit ganto yung effect sakin? Normal ba to? I think normal naman siguro sa magbestfriends to feel this kind of unexplainable thing? Dont ask me what that unexplainable thing means. Wala nga din ako idea!

The only thing I distinguish is the happiness I am feeling. But the rest? I don't have any idea. Can someone explain? Pakiexplain please! Self pakiexplain!

Bakit ka nagkakaganto Beatriz? Ayos buhay! 😕

The next day, pagdating ko sa BEG agad kong nakita si Jho na nakikipaghabulan sa court with Deanna. May pinag aagawan sila sa phone.

I've been so excited to see Jho since this morning to the point na halos dasalan ko na yung oras para bumilis. Pero ngayong nandyan na sya bakit parang I suddenly don't have the confidence to face her? What's happening with me?

"Ate Bea!" Deanna suddenly said when she saw me at the entrance of BEG.

Nung lumingon si Jho sakin napalunok na lang ako. Para akong biglang naghyperventilate! Ang bilis kasi ng beat ng heart ko for no reason.

"Ate Bea can you please stop Ate Jhow?! Ang kulit kulit!" Deanna said while running towards me. Nagtago sya sa likod ko at ginawa akong shield.

"Sabihin mo na kasi sakin Deanns kung sino yang nagsend ng I love you sayo!" Paglapit ni Jho sakin kaya para akong napako. "Beh oh si Deanna lumalovelife na! Dinadaig tayo!"